Shin Xiv

I'm positive, sometimes negatif

2011-03-31T23:08:00.002+08:00

有时过于负面想法，担心这个担心那个，还是说我过于谨慎？ == 因为人心难测，好难抓摸~ 这一秒对你好，下一秒对你坏,恐怖！！！ >.< 看看哪位有缘人可以给我一个意见~ =) 我对还是错？

三月了。

2011-03-18T18:43:00.003+08:00

时间过得好快好快，
转眼又三月了，仿佛新年上个礼拜才刚刚过完。
现在的我，24小时对我来说，实在是太少了！！！

上课啦！梦想篇

2011-03-14T19:56:00.004+08:00

今天天气真晴朗。
老师教我一个题目。
题目是:“我有一个不敢想的梦想”。

师问：同学们！你有没有梦想？！
生答：当然有！
师问：那你们有没有不敢想的梦想？
生问：蛤？什么来的？
师答：就是说你们有没有梦想但是超乎你们的想象之外，办到的能力非常渺，比如说去外太空！
生一答：有!我要做第一帅！
生二答：我要用不完的钱！
生三答：我要去月球！
生四答：我要烧掉全部的学校！ LOL
*PS:老师立刻“请”他出去罚站。*
师问：那你们有没有尝试去达到呢？
生答：没有！！！！因为不可能！！！
师问：好~那你们有没有实际的梦想啊？
生一答：当然有。我要一班很要好的朋友，死党！
生二答：我要买大屋，赚大钱，给父母好的生活。
生三答：去不到月球,至少要环游世界！
生四在外喊道：我要起无数的学校给所有的学生！
*PS：全班笑翻，老师也让他进来。=) *
最后师问：那你们又有没有去达到你的梦想呢？
班上的学生静静的~~~~~
师说：
因为梦想不实际，所以没有去实现，
那为什么你们的梦想，没想过去实现呢？

-完-

有没有想过，读书过后的你，要做什么？

有没有想过，毕业后，你的生活可以达到你的目标吗？

有没有想过，其实你可以做到的，远远超过你想象的

有没有想过，小时候的你，说的话是最真实的，而不是你想的幼稚。只是我们长大后被社会的现实影响，让自己不敢梦不敢想。

来！说说我自己。我有想过去韩国当明星。

出名的！很多女粉丝的。 XD

然后回到马来西亚，朋友找我签名。哈哈！

现在我才十八岁，样子不算差, OKOK 啦！

减减下肥，弄美自己的脸，歌喉练一练，舞蹈学一学。OK吧~

但是我有一个立下的目标，死之前都要做到的，

至少我要做个最多孩子的爸爸，帮助世界每个角落的小孩

送给他们一个甜美的笑容，让他们对明天还有希望。 =)

-END-

You? No? Who else?

2011-03-07T23:33:00.003+08:00

"Friends forever"
这句话常常从哪里都听到，但真的有做到吗？
但现在不求永恒，只求留下微美的回忆就足够了。
=)

-END-

意愿

2010-11-27T16:36:00.006+08:00

所谓："在家靠父母，在外靠朋友"
没有家人的支持，成事难免会有阻碍。
没有朋友帮助，进展难免会有缓慢。
所谓的两难，统统我都面对着。
可能是我经验不够，也有可能我的意志欠佳，
这就是所谓的“社会大学”。
往往这些事情根本不会发生在中学或小学时期，难免现在的我遇到这些问题心会有莫名的痛。
不经一致，不长一智
慢慢适应可能是我现在最好的止痛药。
最近和母亲不断讨论一件事，关于我的学业
也和母亲吵了好几次，泪也流过了，心也疼过了。
“父母最大的心愿就是自己的儿女可以好好地读完书。”
我又听见
“兴趣不能当饭吃。”“成功不等人，更不能让你爱的人等太久”
心总是七上八下。

但是我心中有自己的梦想图，往往种种问题都形成一道围墙。
我的目标说大也还好，说小太谦虚。
“成为最年轻的DD ”
我不只抱着自己的梦想，现在的我也抱着我团队给我的意愿
因为我从小到大都是抱着“承诺”来做人。
“答应的就要做！” 承诺的意义成为我的座右铭

问题，可以被解决，可是要等到何时啊？
我的问题可是。。。。。。人的心啊

Sharing 分享 (1)

2010-11-18T01:05:00.005+08:00

Today I went for a class
And the lesson talked about cancer.
So... As a friend, I should share what I learned from this lesson o.
*To Avoid some of the people who don't know Chinese/English, I type in both languages! It could helps me to improve my languages too! =D

How to reduce the percentages of having cancer with 10 habits
如何减少癌症的发生率的十大习惯

1)注意B.M.I指数
1)Always check your B.M.I

2)每天要流汗三十分钟
2)Do exercise 30minutes everyday

3）多喝中国茶，尤其是绿茶
3)Drink Chinese Tea, especially Green Tea

4）多吃新鲜蔬菜水果，最好是本地水果
4）Eat more fresh vegetables and fruits, local fruits is recommended

5）避免脂肪的诱惑，比如说肉类和牛奶
5) Avoiding from eating fat/oily foods, especially meats and milk

6）少吃油和肉
6)Avoid from having too much of oily food and meats

7）戒烟和酒
7)Avoid from smoking and drinking alcohol (Stop is better than Avoid)

8）少盐少糖(比例：零食和汽水）
8)Avoid from having too much of salt and sugar (Example : Junk Food and Soft Drinks)

9）生产后的孕妇要喂母奶至少两周
9)Pregnant women have to feed "breast milk" after production at least 2 weeks

10）保持轻松的情绪
10)maintain a relaxed mood

健康是自己的，不要到最后才开始后悔，
没有人可以帮助你维持健康，只有你自己！
以上是我从顺育学回来的，如果有什么不明白，可以问我！我会尽量回答哦！
Your Healthiness, don't feel regret when your healthy getting bad,
You are the only one who could control your own healthy, no one else！
I learned all this from 顺育, if you got any question or comments, you can ask me!
I will answer you with all my knowledge! =)

Cut Cut Cut - For my TARGET!

2010-11-16T23:13:00.005+08:00

Hey~ I'm just came back from Singapore.
I'm having fun over there and I learned a lot of things over there.
I had a talk from 陈老师, the top of direct sales.
Finally I can see her in a short distance!
I'm keep listening what she said and drop it down.
These could help me to upgrade my social life and time management.
It's worth for me to spend over RM100+ over there. =)

After I came back, I started to know how stupid am I.
Honestly, I spent my 1/2 daytime in front of computer.
1/4 on bed and 1/4 in my social life.
Ask yourself : "Does Warcraft and Facebook improve your social life?"
If I spent those time into sporting, social life, learning, and studying, maybe I'm the talent pupil.
Start from today, I cut off DotA, CC, Online Games, Offline Games, and even MSN.
I rearrange my time management and use it into valuable things.

I found my life target. Let's go for it!
改变，由我开始。

Change 改变

2010-11-07T10:30:00.006+08:00

It had been awhile I never write blog due to assignment and certain reasons.
Seems everyone do not change much from viewing the Facebook.
Now I'm start attending a class called 顺育
Honestly to tell, 顺育comes from Amway.
No1 likes direct sell. For example, even I saw some guys were showing the book about products during dinner,I don't like them because they were annoying.

But, 顺育 is a place that not just learning about how to do Amway, but could learn cooking, beauty, communication skills. But the most attractive is there could make me knows how to make friends. because once a while I lost a friend due to my attitude. Maybe It could not turns back but I have to change to avoid from losing another friends.

The friends over there are so friendly. They could give me alot of opinion and advise if I got any problems. They could help me to solve it. This is the only reason I join this big family, 顺育.
I'm start loving this place and I confirm that this place could change my bad attitude to good.
And the most important thing is, the people over 顺育 will not force anyone to join Amway, 顺育is a place who give us values not just about Business.

This place could change my attitude,
from childish to mature
from negative to positive
from passion to dispassionate
from quiet to talkative

Let me be the first tester, I will bring my friends if there is good enough.
Because I don't want to be the only one who change.
I like my friends, every friends!!

2010-09-19T00:38:00.003+08:00

缘缘缘缘缘缘
缘缘缘缘缘缘

My Holiday~

2010-09-19T00:15:00.005+08:00

=))) I went to Genting with SengHoo and his frens..
I knew alot of friends these few days...
We took alot of photos and play games..
but We never go up Genting for theme park.. >< Aiyar~~
Hmm.. but quite boring lo..
But atleast better than stay in house... Hhaa!

缘份将我们带上同一辆火车 x)
I CAN'T BELIEVE I COULD MEET MRS. BABY IN TRAIN!!!
Wow~~~ long time never meet her liao...
So Happy...

During night, I went to MCA Hall for a talk..
bring by Jef Lee~~
Haha!! I learned alot and I knew alot of friendssssss
I enjoyed tonight..
and tomorrow gona go 1 of them d house for Moon Cake Festival Party...
Haha!!
wish I could mix them... x)))))))
Thanksss Jef for intro this to me o... lol

I feel like my 人缘 getting great and great... Haha!!
ENJOY~

Bye-bye Exam... Hello Holidays...

2010-08-29T21:02:00.003+08:00

WoOHoO!! Finished Exam!

1st of all... I must achieve my promise to 2 fella...
I promised to them that I will fetch them out!
but 1 busying "pak tor", 1 busying "kao zai"..
>< Not free to acc me lo... LOL!!

2nd... I'm going to jog every early morning!
Hmm... I said this many many times but I never achieve it...
so...
3rd! Sleep early to wake up early for jogging!
I tak mau become fatty liao lo...
Say X to F.A.T..
F = Fatness , A = Annoying, T = Terrible...
LOL

4th... Hehe... this Friday going for operation!
I count on it so much!
Hope it success.. ><

5th.. Start save money for DSLR Camera!
RM2k++ leh... Expensive-nya
but for next sem... No choice...

6th... MOST IMPORTANT..
OF COURSE, EnJoy my holiday la!!
Haha!
Go Swimming! Go Genting! Go Kai Kai! Go Gathering!
WooHoo~
Hope I have a nice holiday la... Haha!

The days after Last Assignment!

2010-08-19T16:01:00.004+08:00

WooHoooo!
I finished my assignment finally...
This assignment is about Magazine
We divided into 7 group, each group 3 people...
But the most Syok is... 3 people = 1 pupil!!
1 of my teammate already 20++
he keep disappearing from our class, never attend class...
so I can't contact him and his Photoshop is Quite weak... ==

Second 1, a Indian teammate
and his every assignment will pass up late...
WHY?! WHY?!
cause he start to do it on the day we should pass up the assignment!
WooooooW~ Fantastic...
Somemore, he scold people more than work...
WHY again...
I do everything and he say this say that... when he do, he say "can't la, busy la"
O... i see... Busy can go cyber cafe after classes... Very geng-nya..

NEVERMIND...
I did everything, I did a magazine by myself without sleep... around 1 week ba...
Atleast I passed up and I satisfied... =DDD
but I do not hope I can see them next semester.. ==
Even saw also never same class.. ==

OK
AFTER assignment... WooHooo
Like throwing a stone from my back
Damn Relax and I can play game more than before..
O Yea, I'm playing DN, Dragon Nest! 龙之谷
Very SYOK for me... But I hope they will release in Malaysia Version... ><
cause I'm playing China Version, delay sometimes ==
1 day only can play 3 hours.. Their rules..
but good, won't feel sien .. Haha!!

I wonder how? I wonder why?

2010-08-14T00:59:00.004+08:00

Going 18th lo... after 6 days..
Haha!
hmm... I wonder
Wonder~ Wonder~ Wonder~
How is the "relationship" life?
Hmm... idk, cause I never had it before
I watched all those love love scene in TV for sooooo much..
but izit every "relationship" same like TV?
I gave alot of comment for my friends about all those love love problems
but I wonder how could I tell people?
I never love before but I COULD tell people what to do...
OMG... == am I in "relationship" when I was dreaming? lol
maybe that's my "ability" ... haha!

something like, my family argue
I could say alot alot of truth or value to them
something like, my friend got love problem
I could tell them alot alot of reason or causes
something like, my friend got problem
I could teach them how to solve it

BUT where I learn this from?!
I'm quite blur of myself..
Ability? Skill? or Self-Determination?
maybe my EQ high... *her her*

I had been single for 18 years...
in this moment, I feel like want somebody beside me... LOL
Maybe I'm "fat fa qi" xD
Whatever..
I'm Superman... ==

1st day Driver... xD

2010-07-26T00:29:00.003+08:00

Woot!!
Today I ask my mum permission to let me drive to 1U by myself...
but sth I feel very sorry..
I lie to my mum that I will go Jusco in MP ><
thn about 4.00pm I go fetch Janssen...
OMG!! IT's RAINING!!
but I still go ahead... xD
all the way... ok la... just like normal...
after fetch Janssen, after reach 1U..
IS TIME TO PARK CAR...
quite nervous o...
find a find... FOUND...
its quite NICE man
70-80% parking success... Haaha!

then we go eat McD, watch Sorcerer Apprentice
then balik rumah...
Eventhough its raining outside...
but Janssen help me alot la... Haaha!
Woot! Just feel damn happy that he very syok when sitting in my car!! xD

My parents also feel very relax when I reach home... =="
I also feel very relax*

See who is the next passenger ba... Hehe ^^

Drunk? Bar-ing Experience~~

2010-07-17T21:30:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Janssen Birthday man!~
Happpy Birthday o... 3rd time wish alrdy.. Haha

I went out with Janssen and Chang Wei to celebrate his bday..
Chang Wei brought his NS frens..
OMG!!
1 of them was my pri-school fren!!
Long time no see a... Haha
talk talk walk walk.. We went to "Library"

FOR WHAT?! DRINK LO... xDDD

From here really want to say "Sorry" to you guys..
cause I cant go back home late... So... ><
Sorry ar..

In Bar... I don't what they call...
OMG!!! Need RM300+!! O.O
1 alcohol + 2 coke...
thn I drink drink... just little by little..
Some More I put a piece of ice into my mouth before I drink..
OMG... My face red dao.... ==
You sure can't imagine...
BUT I'm still conscious...
Just when walk, like floating ... xDD
My heart pop dam fast!!
my heart pop-ing and following the music tempo... xD
fast thn fast, slow thn slow... WooHoO~~ xD
Damn Qi Gek.. Haha! Maybe after drink, HIGH alrdy.. lol

Janssen also got drink... PURE tim...
PLUS he fetching me home!!!
But yet he still can drive.. Luckily no police or any accident...
Next time don't lo...

After I went back home, my father already wait me outside...
==" He shocked after look at my face...
I think I cant' night out for 1 month.. TT
cause I went back that time already 3.00am.. LOL
But Its Worth... cause SOME1 birthday ma... Haha!!
plus 1 time go Bar drink... Haha!!
Nice nice...

[MV-HQ] 親人(Relatives) - 丁噹 (Ding Dang) / Autumn's Concerto OST

2010-07-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

米修米修.. Miss you miss you

2010-07-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

米修米修!
"幸福"收到吗?
你在哪里啊?
我等你哦!!

我一路来的日子 From 28 Mei - 4 July

2010-07-04T21:04:00.004+08:00

Since I'm come back from National Service, I never write any blog..
Many many things happened in these days
Grandma in hospital, having college life, meet new friends in college, lost old friends? and gathering..

in National Service really met alot of Good Friends..
Really very miss them
I wonder what they doing...
But somehow got NS friends in same college with me.. Haha!
Got alot of great memories during NS life...
Never Forget! =D

After I come back from NS,
I knew that my grandma was sick... I was so so worry about her..
I scare I will lost her..
I thought alot of things..
but think about it, she already 91.. is a very great great present that give by the God..
Japan war > Poor life > Good Child > Having me and my bro > saw me and my brother study college...
She has a great life..
So, if she pass away in someday, I won't be so sad, cause people will die somehow..
I love you o!

About my college life
kind of.... Fun? Happy? or Normal.. Haha!
Keep doing alot alot of assignment..
But I enjoyed it... =)
Met alot of new friends, but can't find the Best Friend that I met before..
maybe he/she haven't come? Hmm.. no choice but... Lets wait!

About gathering... Haha!
Just met some NS friends and old friends
very happy o!
but still got somebody promised me o.. Hehe..
Don't FORGET ar!
if not denda you belanja me go eat big big meal.. Haha!

For my old friends ar..
Call me come out for anything also can
yamcha, shopping, movies, exercising, travelling, even dating also can ar.. Haha!
Ask me become 1 day boyfriend also OK d... FOC leh..
Just only ONE THING..
don't forget me o... Haha!

Hmm... nothing special le... quite normal hor..
Hehe...

2010-06-07T23:51:00.003+08:00

Grandma is sick...
I'm very worry about her..
I lived together with her 18 years...
I don't know if I lost her in my life...
What should I do?
People will die after old.. but I can't forget about her...

If I still got time to spend with her...
I will take all my time together with her until she is gone..
Now she in hospital... I miss her alot alot..

Ice skating Experience 2 + Iron man 2!!

2010-04-30T21:25:00.003+08:00

I'm back for HOLIDAY!!
Woo~ NS not bad, just abit boring...
now botak and black skin jor lo... HAHA!

These few day I keep hanging with friendssss...
Go cc with kimu gang la...
Go watch ip man 2 with kimu again la...
Go yamcha with Wei Shi la...
Go watch iron man 2 with NS frenss la...
Go Ice Skating with NS frensss la..

Today Ice Skating dam shuang!!
Finally I can skate okok liao..
but too much ppl la...
and the floor many many water... =="
once fall down... whole body wet wet ==
Haha! but fun...

Iron Man 2!!
I give 10/10 pointssss!!
DAmm Nice~
XD

Sunday going bk to NS liao...
I felt dont want to go bk... but have to ==
aiya... go bk can help me keep fit ma... haha!
During Ns, I miss alot alot alot alot alot of ppl
First of all... OF COURSE, my family la..
I pray for them... pray for healthy and happiness..
Secondly, OF COURSE all my friendss la!!
There I just keep refreshing those memories with my friendsss...
shopping ar, yamcha ar, talk talk ar, play play ar...
Many many la!
there I learned to write diary...
Of course I won't forget my NS friendss la...
HAha!

Thankssss to ping!
I miss you too!
I miss your ice-cream wei ... HAHA!!

Last Post before NS

2010-03-28T23:28:00.005+08:00

Hoho... Still got 10 hours..
i have to go NS le..
luggage's are prepared...
everything are settle..
Wish again... to all those April babies... Haha!
happy Birthday! xD
this will be the first time...
I leaves my home about 1-2 months..
The life without family's helping hands..

My feeling?
Excited? Sad? Worry? Down? or Normal?
I can't tell you..
Cause my feeling just like ROJAK... Haha

Wish I'm having a nice journey and adventures over there...
Once again.. take care my friendsss... HaaaaHa
ByeeeByeee~

IceSkating Experience 1 - Just Like A New Born Baby

2010-03-27T10:36:00.007+08:00

Yesterday I went out with MunChun, Zen, Roy, and SooHong they all...
We went to Sunway by train and bus.. Haha
All the way to Sunway, me and zen were talking many many bullsh!t
Haha!!
GorillA and Gozilla all those crazy things... Funny la!
we had KFC there
After that, we were going to play ICE SKATING... woo~
this was my 1st time... dam excited...
The time when I weared the shoes...
OMG! I felt like I'm getting taller!! HAHA!! ==
1st round... I had to keep catching the side.. cz cant get the balance point ma...
2nd round and 3rd round... keep walking walking and walking... haha!
just like a new born baby who dunno even how to walk... haha!
4th round, I found the balance point...
I can stand liao~ Haha!..
Then start to walk...
man man d..
OUCH!! I felt down...
I felt about 5-7 times... ><
Pigu very pain ar...

But after felt... must know how to stand up...
1st few time... I needed people help me to get me up...
after that... I must learn to stand up myself...
cause I knew that not all the time people will help you...
I have to face it myself...

then about 7-8th round, I can walk barely... =="
then start skating... (just a short distance)
WAu... damn suang la!!
BUT MY LEG DAMN PAIN...
so... I had to stop playing liao...
haha!

Even though I felt down many many many timesss...
But it worth...
cause this was my first time what...
sure got second time!! Haha!
I must try every everything in the world before I die... at least in Malaysia...

"Before you fall down, must know how to stand up"
just for same meaning..
"Before you stand up, must know how to fall down"
Life sure got UP and DOWN
Failure make you SUCCESS ma...
Haha!!

(must learn how to dance sorry sorry during Skating.. MUAHAHAHAHAHHA!)

2010-03-26T00:20:00.002+08:00

My hear pop pop pop...
duno... is excited or worried..
Dunno leh...
what friends will I meet?
what kind of test are coming to me?
what will happen over there?
what can I learn from there?
how long I will be stay there?
Haha!!
Today got total different feeling...
Feel like... 四处发射光芒..
VERY SHINE~~
haha!
Happy Happy and Happy...
xD

National Service (NS)

2010-03-23T20:13:00.004+08:00

Oh No!!
What have to come, it will come...
The NS letter was arrived!!
29th of March, I will go to Stadium Bukit Jalil and lapor diri le...
that day will be my hair "dead"line..
Haha!
But thats some advantages o...
First I can keep fit lar
Second I can meet many many new friends lar
Third I can have time to learn my Korean Language...
So.... good time for me
=D

Here.. I wish all my KL, Ipoh friends
take care ya...
stay healthy...
don't do anything to make ur closed, family worry or sad...
Anything!! Just call me during sunday ya... haha!
very near... just selangor...
wont charge much cost...
haha!

2010-03-22T13:24:00.003+08:00

JUST want to thank to Ms Pinky and Ms Koco..
cz they gave me alot alot alot alot of Free Gifts!!
Haha!
Beg, Listerine(s), Ice-cream, and phone chain..
Wow.. thanks alot
haha!
And Special thanks to Jan jan.. LOL
cz he bought me a Clear&Clean
Thank you, xie xie, terima kasih, kamsa hamida, ng goi...
=)

2010-03-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

Woot!
I'm addicated to Korean Songsss..
=D

Sorry sorry - Super Junior
Sorry sorry, Answer - Super Junior
It's you - Super Junior
You are the one - Super Junior
Haru haru - Bigbang
Lies - Bigbang
Abracadabra - Brown Eyed-Girls
Lollipop - Bigbang & 2Ne1
Hearbreaker - Bigbang G-Dragon
Wedding Dress - Bigbang Taeyang

I will post more if I found.. haha!!
Nice lar...
Korean Songs unlike English or Chinese songs
Korean Songs mix with dancing and singing..
kinda different
Thats why I addicated... haha!
THATS WHY I want to learn Korean Language... haha!

J&J Promoter =D

2010-03-19T09:10:00.003+08:00

Yesterday I went to find Mrs. Ice Cream in Jusco..
Lol...
Her wearing very very very very very Aunty ar!!
but her look still young.. Haha!
Just for Jusco "tiao jian" only..
thn ST's fair just beside her..
Actually I forgot her name... luckily pinky told me her name...
then when she asked me, I barely say her name... =="
Haha!
I helped her to act as customer...
help her scan those product's prices..
Conclusion... Just Ah four.. =X
Around 1.20pm something..
We went for lunch..
then talk talk talk... after 1 hours then they go back "da" card..
Before I go back home, I teached pinky some Korean Language =D
Annyong Haseyo!!
this word will be used everytime we met.. haha!
After this, Pinky will go to KDU, I go for college..
Hard to meet each other jor..
but see still got chances or not la!!
then go eat lunch again... haha!
Annyong hi kaseyo~

Annyong Haseyo~~ =D

2010-03-17T22:06:00.004+08:00

I bought a Hangugo chaek (Korea language book) from Jusco
Rm27 arh~ So expensive...
but its worth.. =D
I bring it along to NS and learn it... haha!

Yay~ Finally I registered college..
Gonna start in May...
Taking Multimedia Design.. =D
creative and skill... Nice~
some more 3D...
haha!

Just now Chan Tong called me
and I knew that...
He study same course same college with me!!
WooHoo~
Got some1 pui me
haha!

Ok la...
Time to sleep.. =D
Tomorrow go and find some1 in Jusco... XD
Annyong-hi chumuseyo!! (Goodnight)

Not Dream but Target - 2 Years to Achieve

2010-03-14T19:34:00.009+08:00

During Kinder Garden, I wanted to become a Teacher
Always holding a cane and hit the floor, imagine the floor got many students... Haha
Bang the door as the students too noisy when not in class.. That's remind me back those memories when I lived in old house..

During Primary School, I wanted to become a Lawyer
I was a monitor during standard 6, I liked to argue with classmate. Discuss this discuss that, always use the law of class to control my classmate.. Haha
Many of my pri-friend suggested me to become a lawyer.. Wow

During secondary school (Form2-4)
I wanted to become an Event Organiser
I wanted to create many many kind of events
Because I was a prefect that time, like Teachers Day.. I want to organise a great great event
I keep discuss with my brother, had a cafe in classes, put some music, karaoke, and many many.
Even now, I like to create many things, like surprise and party..
At last, I just thought about it.. not success often.

Secondary school (Form5)
I'm getting adjective.
I'm thinking for my future.
And I want to become a Graphic Designer.
I thought wisely, and I knew that I'm a pupil who can't sit in the office and do the works quietly
I don't like to do the works without creativity and activity
I admit it... I'm very playful
I wants to travel around the places and enjoy my life with works.
That's only called Life..

Sunday, March 14th of 2010
Today my father and brother keep asking me about what course should I take..
Blablabla... keep asking me during breakfast time..
Actually, I had the answer, but I just do not want to tell them
cause I knew that, after I told them, they won't give me any support
Same for you... Even I told you, you also will laugh at me...
cause you think is Impossible for me... Haha
Yes, is totally 100% impossible, BUT just for current Shin.
2 years.. I will take 2 years to change myself..
After I in college,
I will join dancing club, I will practice to sing,
I will learn Korea language, I will keep fit,
I will save money, I will join Leo club..
Yes, I will become singer in Korea.
I will stand on the stage, I will dance, I will sing..
I will face all the pressure and problems that come to me...
even laugh by people...
After 2 years, I will go to Korea ad having interview for intake
After 5 years as maximum as Learner
then that's my next step of my new Life

That's not a Dream but Target for me
an Aim
2 Years to Achieve

(I knew that just few of you read my blog, so after you read... please keep it as secret... haha.. Thankssssss)

Life without uniform

2010-03-12T01:01:00.004+08:00

Finally I got my SPM result...
Atleast I satisfied for my result.. Hehe
Better than I thought... Haha
I thought my Sej gona get Gred F
but Gred D I got... Holy Crap~

As conclusion..
I got 1A 5B 3C 1D
Haha...

Now
I got to start my study life WITHOUT uniform! Woot
Great day! =D

Broken Home

2010-03-08T14:11:00.004+08:00

What should I do..
My home is vanishing..
The relationship between my family getting worse..
My home are breaking like mirror..

Keep Fit lor~~~ Rawr!!!

2010-03-03T21:33:00.003+08:00

OMG...
Suddenly I feel like... I want to change my current life!!
Mwahaahahah..
How?
Of course...
1st.. Change my look lo...
Now a days, i keep doing mask to clean up my pimples
Cause they are TOO UGLY!!
then... I took bath around 3-4 per day.. keep myself clean..
And everytime I bath, I will brush teeth!!
Keep my teeth white white.. haha!
Then... I bought some shampoo to soft my hair...
Look nicer lo... lol
Then I was "saving" money to buy contact lens... haha!
(Actually just use my angpao $ ... ==")

2nd... DiEt!!
I will drink water about 3-4litres per day..
Eat more Fruitsssss (Now eating oranges.. haha!!)
Morning I will eat bread and mineral water as breakfast..
Lunch... Fruits I think.. or dont eat at ALL~~
Dinner eat vegetables and little of meat... haha!
(I think I won't pengsan gua... cause I got enough energy in my "storage") Haha!!

3rd... Activities!!
i will go for Gym in 1U
I have to ask Wilson to register for me 1st... haha!!
then.. I will follow my parents to go for jogging in Manjalara..
(But please buy an alarm clock for me >_< haha!! Anyone?!)

4th... Daily life!!
I have to sleep early!! ( to prevent pimples) <-- Quite Impossible.. ==
Brush teeth often!!
and TRY not to sleep under AirCond condition...
Not good for healthy.. haha

Hope I can support till I successs!!
Gah Yao aa!!! Rawr!!~~ (*v*)

Put it down..

2010-03-02T18:56:00.004+08:00

Finally.. I'm getting relax...
My mind getting calm..
Everything were good..
Even though I'm staying at home thse two days..
But... I won't feel bored..
I maked up my mind..
I should stay in my own world..
I don't want to bother other people stuff anymore..
what they want to do... just do...
I don't want to be those 7+1 de people anymore..
Their stuff are not my turn yet to care
Who am I? I'm just a friend... haha
Make my mind relax...
Thats great choice...
Finally... I really really put down...
Wooo~~ again... I found back the fresh air

Special thanks to the people who picked up my call... =)
You make me awake... haha
我是你的孔明灯，你是我的指南针

and thanks to you too..

2010-02-27T09:55:00.003+08:00

IF you want to ask me..
"Do you love me?"
I would say.. yes

Everyone love you..
We love you.. Only we will care about you..
We love you.. Only we will cry for you..
We love you.. Only we will stop you..
We love you.. Only we will cheer you..

Please... once again... don't make it as your habit..

Please...

2010-02-27T01:41:00.003+08:00

Just 5mins ago..
my friend broke the promise...
He said he won't do that anymore...
"1st and last"
That time... when you buy that thing...
I feel like... Please... PLEASE... don't buy anymore after this...
I trust him 100%...
Everytime I went out with him...
I will ask him, check him, and tell him many many many times..
Everytime he said... "OK"
I will trust him... He won't do that anymore...

But... today, he did that again...
I cried.. why... why you want to break the promise...
Like.... you gave me a feeling... I not in your heart as a friend...
I'm failure... just a very very small problem I could not solve..
Just a very very small "permintaan" from me... You can't do that..

Now I start blameing myself... why I let you buy that thing...
My heart is just like piercing into pieces...
You alrady in my heart...
A very important character in my life...
I never have a friend like this...
Play, hang out, chit chat, talk heart...
This also the 1st time I cry for friend...

That time you told me the sentence.. in game
"even you suicide... I make up my mind... I will still buy..."
That time I think... if really I die... if I can make you stop buying...
I will go and die...
because... I want you to keep that promise...
Please... don't do something that hurt me...
even you punch or fight... I won't feel so pain...

Please... I beg you... Keep that promise...
don't make me hurt... or anyone close to you...
In my eye, in my heart... you always my best friend...

2010-02-15T12:45:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !!

Mwahaha.. I get ang pao(s) from my relativess... yay~
Eat alot of nice food la..
Many people came to my house and bai bai la.. xD
My relatives came and play poker wid me la... (Won RM5 only.. >.<)
Drink many soft drinks la... (TOO MUCH.. ==")
And drink many Caslberg.. O_O
Shhhhhh~~ don't tell my parents...

It had been awhile I never write blog le...
Why?
cause... Nothing to write about...
just stay in house a.. hang out with friends during night..
very very normal life oo...
And...
I get P lesen le.. xDD
BUT!! Parents don't allow me to drive...
OMG... P for decoration... TT

Haha...
Very very sleepy now.. although now 12.52pm.. Zzz (afternoon)
cause went out till 12++ yesterday... haha!!
so.. bb
=)

Driveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer~~~

2010-01-26T23:01:00.003+08:00

Today is my Bigggggg DAY~
I got driving exam in Batu Cave
Walao!! i dam nervous during night before exam
I sleep around.... 3am >_< (Alamak!!!)
then I went to centre there about 9.00am...
waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit till 10.30am only go.. ==
thn wait again tillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 12.00+pm...
my number was... 38... but I came late... so become 46...
GO buy 3846!!! Sure kena XD

Up hill I dam scare o
My tyre touched the line NGAM NGAM only... (abit behind la)
then I tot I fail jor...
then I smile at the pengawas.... Geeeeee~
He looked at me and smile... LOL!!
then he let me passss xD

Parking also!!!
I parking quite "mie"... (bur still in box)
I tot I fail AGAIN!!...
then I use back same teknik... ==
But it WORK!
Pass again.. haha!!

3 point turn ok la... no prob at all

Road test le
Woot!!! The car hard to control..
Stearing hard to put... >_<
Clutch very hard to press...
But all the way I din "dead fire" then ok liao... haha
the pengawas keep say ...
"CEPAT SIKIT CEPAT SIKIT!!"
Thay wana "sau gong" early izit? ==
Finally I get 17/20 =)
Pass le!!

Here I need to thanksssssssssss to my friends who cheer me up in Facebook
They left me msg that cheer me up alot...
And thanks to my friends who gratz me after the exam... Haha!!!
Lastly... Special thanks to... Mrs Ice-cream!!
She gave me alot of support.. haha
Don't worry!!! You will pass also.. =)

Shin Loong...
from a passenger became a driver on 26th January 2010
Wei Shi!! I can fetch you le... =DDD

Chong Wei final strike!

2010-01-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

Badminton Match =D

2010-01-25T19:54:00.014+08:00

24/01/2009

I went to Stadium Bukit Jalil to watch Badminton final matches!! Woohoo~

DickSon asked me the night before whether wana go or not...

Of Course I want to go la!! 1st time in my life e... =DDD

(He asked me cause got some1 ffk his sister... ><" thn got 1 empty slot)

then that day early morning, I went

Kepong KTM > KL Sentral > Monorial > Hang Tuah > LRT > Bukit Jalil

all the way alone.. xDDDD FUN e!!

Bukit Jalil Train Station

then I met DickSon, his sister(Susu Ann) and her friendsss

The matches start about 1.00pm...

and we started to line up about 11.30am!!

Many ppl o~
<---

Seeeeeeeeeee~~~~ >_< ( DickSon right beside me... See?)

The RM45.00 ticket =D

Entrance of Stadium Bukit Jalil

VERY nice car infront of entrance Bukit Jalil...

then about 12.45pm only we get into the stadium...

OMG!!

Before that everyone were lining up nicely and "friendly"
after that every1 were rushing in rudely and "enemy-ly"

BUT.. Luckily we found a nice spot.. =D
Thn we wait wait wait till the matches start..

1st match was China vs China... (Bored ==")
2nd match was Korea vs China (Korea player leg was injured... so China won again >_<)

3rd match was M'sia vs Thailand (LEE Chong Wei!!!)

SEE!!! Chong Wei~~~ xDDDDDDDD

and he won!! =DDDDDDD

4th match was double mix (China vs ....Ahhhh!! they like Guai Lou ==")

and China won again!!

and they threw the racket to us!!!

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!

The racket got by the old man behind of DickSon!! (DS sit beside me)

AHHHHHHHHH!!!! RACKET!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!

but I think I get showed in tv gua... xDDD Saw me?

5th match was men double (M'sia vs China)

WOOT!!!

that match I nearly heart attack!! xDD

very very very very qi gek!!

Finally M'sia WON again!!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

We Cheer for our M'sia team!!

Shout for them!! Woot!!

about 6.00+pm

Heavy Rain... =="

DickSon's daddy fetch me.. thanks~

The way to watching in Live is TOTALLY different from watching through TV

very very very QI GEK O!!

xDDDDD

I will go again if got next time.. Haha!!

SIENzzz

2010-01-19T21:21:00.020+08:00

sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien

Relax~

2010-01-18T21:53:00.004+08:00

yesterday very sad o~
starting I feel like not going to Chris & Andrew party..
but..
I went also.. (bored a... if boring would make me think too much)
there was sooo fun and surprise..
I met many friends there also...
WaiYap, PohChin, Bong, Huai and many many more..
thn about 10++ I went back home
then... I FALL IN SICK!!
my throad dammmm pain...
can't talk much and loudly...
and I can't sleep well also.. stupid sick..
But here... I wish Andrew and Chris good luck and All the best in Aus =)
I'm going to find you next year... haha!!
May God bless you

Aiya... pinky and her friend (forgot his name == ps*) are going for their exam on 2 Feb... TT
thn I have to be solo >_<

Wuuu...
I'm gona be relax...
Relax~
And I can't wait for this thursday!!! FAST FAST COME LA

What I feel.. hatred

2010-01-17T23:44:00.004+08:00

I just want to be alone sometimes..
Sometimes I want to be blind..
because I don't want to see any bad things..
I want to do something.. but I can't
The feeling of.. want to help somebody but I can't involve..
so sucks...

Today I hate everyone
I hate my family...
I hate my friends...
I just want to rest peacefully...
until the day I awake..
I don't want to switch on my handphone.. computer..
I got no mood to talk and see anyone..
I hate everyone

2010-01-16T23:09:00.008+08:00

TiRED.. (wrote after napping...)

Anyway... Just feel very very happy about these 2 days..
=)
I enjoyed the feeling
I like this...
I like my friends~
I MISS MY FRIENDS~~~
especially... Vin Roy!! (he in ns... @@)

Happy Birthday =)

2010-01-14T22:25:00.005+08:00

Congratz to my cousin and her husband for having a new born baby... =)

Happy Birthday...

everything i wana say under the blog.. =)

Chinese de sorry.. =X

New Born...

2010-01-14T21:55:00.004+08:00

新生命的诞生是多么的美妙...
他们将会有自己的路程，命运，挫折和风浪
从幼儿班到幼稚园。。
从小学到中学。。
再大学到踏入社会。。
结婚生子
生老病死
一步一步地慢慢长大
直到朝向人身的终点
从中学习，认识，体会成功与失败

刚出身的宝宝
医生用温柔的手带他们来这个世界
用力挣开他们的眼睛
“原来这就是人身的起点”
宝宝用力的哭
让全部人知道他们的存在...
当亲人抱的时候
都小心翼翼的..如珠如宝啊~

我有天结婚了!
老婆怀孕了!
我一定陪她进产房！
一起带我们的孩子来这个世界..
给舒服的,快乐的,温暖的
看着孩子长大...

Xixixixixi

2010-01-13T22:33:00.005+08:00

Today I went to driving practice...
Woot!!! The uncle praising me~ ^^
Dam happy~
Today learn 3 point turn, parking and up hill
All very good...
The uncle set me 26th go for exam... Wee~
After that day I can drive luu~
Yay~

YAY!!!
Sorry... sot liao.. ps
Today very free~
Now (10.51pm) I am discussing with Jia Rong about the hair hair...
haha~
Byebye =)

相机回忆录

2010-01-12T21:42:00.011+08:00

我...很喜欢拍照

无论是开心的，悲哀的，愤怒的，苦心的。。。
都一一的记录下来。。。放在相册，手机，电脑，或者相架
就算多年不见的朋友，亲戚。。
都可以从照片回想起来。。。
好想好想我的每一个朋友。。
也感到好遗憾，没和我一些朋友拍照。。

last day in lembaga pengawas... My great prefect friends~ xD

graduation day in SMKB.. My cute 5N friends~ =D

Day to take Class photo with Miss Hoh 4/5N... Nice~

Last day in ATC with Mr. Pang... Miss it!!

My Birthday party 2008 ... Love it~

my 3E 2007.. =D

Famine 20 hours 2009~

6R gathering in 2009~

Countdown for 2010 in DPC... =D

如果照相机是有生命的话。。。
那它为人民做出了很大的贡献。。。
它把人类的回忆一一地拍下来
发明相机的人好伟大。。。

好想好想。。。 I miss all my friends alot...
Haiz..

1st time... I saw that...

2010-01-11T17:14:00.005+08:00

This was the 1st time...
I saw you cry in front of me...
I can't believe this would happened on you...
until so serious and give you such a heavy pressure..
I wanted to help you... but there got limits..
I can't involve too much..
I just can give you support and suggestion... =)
Cheer UP!

Even though things happened until like that..
But you still got us... We friends will "chang" you de!! =)
Anything.. you can share with me or tell me =D
I'm a good listener and I will keep it as secret always~
Friend ya!! =)

10/01/2010

2010-01-11T17:06:00.003+08:00

Today 2.00pm
Chang Wei called me and asked me go for kaikai.. LoL
After that, me, wilson and chang wei went to The Curve kaikai lor~
Wilson also bought a carpet to decorate his room.. Wow~
We walked arounf Ikea, Ikano, and The Curve until dinner time.. XD
During dinner time...
We went to eat steamboat!! Mwahaha~
Chang Wei and I eat lamb d.. Wilson eat... hmmm... O YEA... Beef~
Wau... We ordered tomyam soup...
(Tomorrow morning "or li du" ==")
after that.. we bought 2 beer and drink.. My face red red already!!! >.<
We went to watch "Vampire sth sth" at 9.45pm..
Wasai... for me, that movie quite boring.. >.<
Now wana watch "bodyguard and the assassin?"..
Wilson said he watch till cry wor... O_O so excited...
After that, I went to chang wei house and overnight..
Thats all about the day... FUN and Tired... =)

tagged

2010-01-09T21:47:00.004+08:00

tagged by pinky
1. 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2. 请老实回答每一个问题。
3. 不得擅自涂改题目。
4. 写完后请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
5. 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。
6. 那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回给你问卷的人

幸福套餐 No.1
1）你的绰号: SunSun, Shin, Longlong, 肥龙, xiao sun..
2）年龄：17-18 O_O (2010)
3）生日: 20/08/1992
4）星座：leo
5）兴趣: chatting, gathering, on9~
6）专长: Hmmm... mmm... I'm a good listener and realiable.. lol?

幸福套餐No.2
1）你有没有喜欢的人？: Got =X
2）是否现在在交往？：Single
3）现在幸福不？: Of course... YES
4）如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事情？: 告白？
5）如果有天，你爱的人和你告白的话？: 我会抓她的手...说...我也爱你... ps.. =.=

幸福套餐No.3
1）点你的人是？：pinky
2）他是你的？：Friend... still haven't become best friend? >.< Meet about 3-4 times only...
3）他的个性？：开朗好玩... =D
4）认识他多久？: 4 months? (Sep09 to Jan10)
5）你觉得他怎样？：Wow!! she very funny and friendly... =D
6）你想对他说什?: Lets go eat lala~ =.="

幸福套餐No.4
1）最爱的节目: animation and drama
2）最爱的音乐: not sure... sth like 合唱曲... depends (exp: Do You Know)
3）最爱的季节: Winter...
4）最爱的卡通：Doreamon!!! xD
5）最爱的人：anyone who beside me.. =)
6）最爱的颜色：B&W Silver...
7）最爱的国家：I answer this q after I 60.. =.=
8）最爱的天气：peace... windy...

幸福套餐No.5
1）如果上天给你三个愿望：-My family healthy and happy -Every1 who surrounding me happy and healthy -Peaceful and warm days...
2）你是很专一的人吗？：50 50... =.=
3）最深刻的回忆？：Uncountable... xD
4）你是个很有信心的人吗？: 50 50... =.=
5）你很爱微笑吗？：Of course la!!!
6）如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗？：No... I want my family and friends...
7）妄想什么样的生活？： Peaceful and friendly..
8）是否横刀夺爱才是爱？：No~

tag
1) you who reading this blog.. lol

*if you're busy on working,you can just ignore this post =)it's okay,never mind =)but dun forget to belanja yar XD

1st day of driving practice...

2010-01-09T21:10:00.004+08:00

8/1/2009...

Shin Loong attended a driving practice...

5.00pm...

Awwwwww~

The driver is Mr. Yeong...

VERY GOOOOOOOOD teacher... ==

Driving start from 5...

he gam me from 5 to 6pm only start driving... =..=

but he got experience in teaching... =)

"DEAD FIRE" is sooooooooo SYOK!! XD

Next Monday, Wednesday and Friday also got practices...

Hope wont let him gam anymore... >.<"

Lol...

During night...

Chang ask me for yamcha...

then he and wai yap fetch me lo...

then... HAIZZZZZZZ...

sth happened... >.<

and my parents gam me go back home straight... =.=

hmm... sth happened again... LOL...

"Safety first"... drive carefully a... =)

9/1/2009

Wow...

After I went to jusco... with a small pig =P

then me and my mum went to DPC and eat mee~

Lol.. I saw sheyni there... O_O

she work there...

then I ordered a lobster ray mee...

Tata!!! Rm40... TT

Eat dao bao bao... hehe...

then I bought a DVD and go back to watch... (not pxrn... ==")

Call "Asura Cryin" - 机巧魔神

=)... Still watching...

Nice~

O yea... Friendly~

2010-01-07T20:41:00.004+08:00

Today I went to Maluri with friends...
because Zhen Dong is going back to Singapore... TT
We went for his farewell party...
Afrer mamak... of course go CC la.. xD
play play play and play~
Time to say goodbye...
Bye-Bye Zhen Dong!!! =D
Miss You!! MuackX~

O yea...
I rmb something liao...
I said some1 blog very "friendly"...
Haha... Is YOU.. Mrs Ice-cream!!!
Because a, You will write everything about all the people surrounding you...
Always...
like Msn a.. NS a.. even just a little thing that related to your friend..
You will WRITE it down... =)
Good what... Thats call friendly.. Haha!!
means you can be a good friend or good listener... Share-er or anything...
HAha!
Wish you good luck in tomorrow driving practice.. =)

=D

2010-01-07T20:16:00.003+08:00

Haha!!!
Tomorrow I'm going to learn car driving lor~
Dammmmm excited and fun!!

The driver who going to teach me is... Mr Yeong!!
=) (Hope he is a nice person.. )
from 5.00pm to 7.00pm... (OMG!!! Road Golden time... many cars around)

Hmmm.... Must show out the cleverest to him... x)
If not let him scold then not good lo...
And why... THERE are NOT GIRL DRIVER?! =.=

Wish me good luck!! xD <--- Lame..

1st day.... and LAST day =DDD

2010-01-05T20:34:00.003+08:00

Woot!!! Yesterday was my 1st day to work...
And today... is my last day to WORK!!
Haha!!

I work as a promoter of P1max...
Hmm...
quite had to become a promoter...
Have to face all those stupid stupid customer...
><
Some more... I'm Streamyx user... HAHA!!!
And.. really many problems occur... for me...
So... I can't say its not good or anything...
Just can say... I'm not suitable on it... =)
Now after the driving test...
I will find some stable job ... =D

I can't take those high risk work... not good...
I'm NEW!!!
I'm NEWBIE!!!

learn drive 1st... =D
Sorry to Chang Wei who introduce this work for me... =(
Wish you good luck and get more business!!! and Work happily...
=D
Byebye!!~

2010 lorrrr~

2010-01-03T21:11:00.004+08:00

Haha...

To all my friends and every1 in the World..
Happy New Year 2010!!~

Haha... New year new life..
Many friends went here went there...
Oversea, College, NS, Work part time, Car learning, Holiday-ing...
Woot!! Different people different life style huh...

What I said above... I will involve into it... Lol
Now leh... my friend introduced me to become promoter.. of P1max
Even though I'm streamyx user... xD
2morrow start to work lor~
Just get some experience and spent time before SPM result release... haha
After SPM result.. of course go college la... but NS.. LOL (skip it xD)
Now I'm getting car lesen... then I can fly around.. haha!!
But.. I think next year... I will be going to Perth and continue my life...
Haiz...
Different place and different people.. all white white de.. haha...
I will know some Australia girls and bring back to M'sia don't worry... HAHA!!

2010...
I wish...
There are no environment disaster, political problems, family problems, friends problems and healthy problem...
国泰民安.. "kok tai man on".. Peaceful.. Aman damai.. bla bla bla...
Then good good good (thumb up*)

=)

2009-12-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year 2010!!!

Enjoy yout celebration PARTY!!!~
Lets Rock it!! xD

Sorry day? - 5N mate and Friends~

2009-12-30T22:18:00.010+08:00

Woot!!
2010 is near!!
2009 going to end~
2009 ar... really ar... got many feeling..
Sad, Happy, Mad, Annoying, bla bla bla...
But I need to apologise to those guys and friends who I misunderstand, argue, or quarrel before...
SORRY~

2009 a... I'm having many friends and meet alot of new friends~
But I really wana say sorry to 5N classmate a... TT
cause these 2 years I duty as a prefect.. I stay in LP often
So... I didn't go back to class often..
So... After July-Aug, I only know them well... Sorry~
like Wilson a.. Yi Sen a.. Chee Kee a.. Chang Wei a.. Jinn Hoe a..
Really really feel very very guilty...
Got Mun Chun with me in my Form4N life.. If not I would be very boring in class...
I also need to apologise to Mun Chun also.. cause I'm seldom in class, make he need to sit solo in class... LoL~
4/5 N teachers also ... Sorry~ I keep ponteng class.. =X

And so..
I got two people I really feel guilty to them...
Boy lai d... both also...

1 of them is... XXX (o0o)
I spoil his bed... ==" and glasses...
(VERY SORRY TO YOU AND YOUR MUM!! AND YOUR SISTER~)
and I feel very guilty to you... cause I said that word in that night...
(What 1st what 2nd de a...)
1 more thing.. I lost contact with you after SPM le...
Idk how are you now... Wish you feel great and healthy.. =)
Really Really Really very Misssssss you!! O_O

1 more is... XXX (..l..)
Maybe I said sth that make you unhappy before...
But I really "no heart" de...
You are the only one who make me EMO the most... in my life (proud ya? ==")
That day... really change our relationship alot.. alot.. alot..
If I got time reversal, I really wana turn back to that day..
That day that I said sth to you during DotA..
very Sorry...
That sentences make me Emo about............. 1 week I think =="
Now, you got ur busy, I got my busy... So, we won't meet often like school days anymore~
I Misssssssss you also la!!! =X

ps: I'm NOT GAY!! but I bet they won't read this blog... Wakaka!!

Erm... 1 more friend I need to mention..
WeiShi a..
I really miss you a...
Cause you went Ipoh.. LOL...
Won't come back often le.. can't meet le..
But... I will rmb you until that day after forever..
Cause you are the 1st girl who I... erm erm =)
All the Best and Good days in Ipoh ya...
I will visit you also.. =D

Last guy that I wana apologise is... XXX (Xiii)
I said before right? that day in Xmas...
I wana tell you sth after Xmas..
(I bet you will read this blog) lol...
Actually... I hate you... (Sep - 16th Dec)
Really really really hate you... ALOT!
that time... I was boycotting you... Idk you realised or not..
Cause your talking way and action maked me feel annoying and sick...
I really really beh tahan..
Some more...
That time in cc...
I asked you to fetch me home.. cause my grandma was shocking by alarm
But you answered me like this...
"You gona pay me the car fuel izit?! very expensive you know?! Some more I wana game with Boon they all le.. You go back yourself la.."
That time... I dulan dao I really want to punch you..
She is my grandma... Izit game is more important than a human life?
I take taxi... about 30 mins only reach home...
My grandma shocked till cry...
After this... I hate you more and more...

Till... 16th Dec...
I think... i should put down all the hatred...
So.. I don't want to think so much anymore...
Sorry to you la... boycott you... Sorry~
But... I can't forgive you what you said during cc that day...
Can't forgive... forever... no matter what...
Cause... It affected me so much about your characteristic and how I look you...

And lastly... I want to say sorry to all the friends and anyone who I "dak zhui" you all...
SORRY!!! >< Go and listen to this song... Sorry Sorry by Super Junior~ xD Goodnight... =)

2009-12-29T22:56:00.003+08:00

Do YoU KnoW? - Enrique Iglesias

GO and listen to this song!!!
=)

Do You Know (Ping Pong Song)
DO YOU KNOW
Do you know?Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
How can I love you?How can I love you?How can I love you?How can I love you?
If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know?)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never ever happened to me.
(Do you know?)
But after this episode I don't see
You could never tell the next thing life could be
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know?)(Do you know?)(Do you know?)(Do you know?)
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?)(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)

ByeBye!!

2009-12-29T01:03:00.004+08:00

I Pass My UNDANG TEST!!
yay~ =D
Gratz to pinky too!~ =)
But she get 48/50.. I only 45/50...
Have to belanja her makan again.. LOL

2-4 days never write blog jor..
Got nothing to write ma..whole, holiday keep stay in the house...
BORING~
3 days more to New Year 2010..
But I countdown with my family in house lo.. no where to go.. ==
sudah biasa... every year also the same.. except Countdown 2009..
Went to 1U and countdown =D
Christmas also.. didn't go anywhere... Stay in house... Wau...
Still got 3 months to go.. how to spent o.. ==
Better go and find a part time.. =D

O yea.. gona say bye bye to all the NS 1st group..
ByeBye~ Miss you guys.. =)

I heard a news from my parents...
Maybe, I'm gona stay in Perth next year, 2010...
I won't come to M'sia about 3-4 years..
miss you guys... =)
But no1 will miss me.. x(
Byebye..

Goodnite!

2009-12-24T17:28:00.003+08:00

Happy Christmas Eve!!

Today write the blog early early... cause got sth during night =)
Byebye~
Good day~
Chao!!!!

冬至节快乐=)

2009-12-22T22:18:00.004+08:00

冬至节快乐!!!!!
Waaa.... What a full day
Today got tong yun eat!!! Dam happy!!
1 of the favourite foods
Morning after pai pai, then got nothing to do le... =.=
sien sien sien sien tilllllll... now.. lol
Fought 3 matches dota... All lose 9 9.. TT
Hmmm.... another boring day
I think I won't write blog if there is nothing happen in day...
Just waste time... Sleep better...
byebye

O yea... Buku latihan undang-undang...
Lets do it!! I tak mau fail... ==" Rm50 e... xpensive

o(=.=)o

2009-12-21T23:34:00.004+08:00

Today totally no mood to write blog a...
cause NOTHING to write about today..
Sien sien sien sien sien keep crossing in my mind...
=.=

But... I got sth to tell some1...

PINKY!!! Happy Holiday and enjoy ur trip to Thailand~
Hehe...
Most important is BUY ME SOUVENIOR A!!!~
=) Enjoy your trip!!

During dinner...
I ate "Pan Mee" as called as "Min Fan Cha Guo" by ChangWei
My favourite!!
Chang a... If you see this mean next time, if got chance to go your house, ask your parents cook for meee!!~
Miss it!~

Ok la... thats all for today.. Byebye pinky~
Goodnite =)
=)

12th day to 2010 "No pain no gain"

2009-12-21T14:15:00.000+08:00

Today Sunway got CosplAy Manga ...
but I didn't go
because Chang not free that time...
Nvm la... Sure got next chance de.. =)
BUT! I get some photos from my brother..
Still can see la... =)

Hehe... Nice leh?

I got many more.. if you wana see... (I think I will upload into my FaceBook de)

During night, my parents bought some crab crab..

Then of course!! I ate many crabs.. cause that's my favourite!!

But.. My dad let the crab "clap" his finger.. sob sob...

"No gain no pain"? Should I use this into this kes? LOL

Finger!!! TT

Hehe... =)

Wau... Feel very high today~

Now very fulllllll.... stomach full of crab crab...

Haha!!

5 hours in my life... WASTED!!! (but funny)

2009-12-20T14:31:00.000+08:00

Hehe...
Today I went to listen the undang in Puchong..
I thought I'm alone de...
But I met Pinky and her friend... Haha!! (I'm not alone)
then we spent 5 hours on that stupid undang talk... =="

My 5 hours in my entire life were wasted...

But then, during break time.. sth happened... Sth was so FUNNY!!! and STUPID!!!
The story is...
Oneday, Shin, Pinky and her friend went to a mamak store...
Shin and friend took order...
An indian guy was recording our order..
Shin ordered Ice Lemon Tea, Maggie Mee goreng and Roti Kosong...
Friend ordered Moli ice and Maggie Mee goreng.
But then!!!!!!
The INDIAN GUY was giving a cup of warm water and MEE goreng to Shin!!!!!!
OMG!!!! then Shin told him that he want ice lemon tea...
THEN the INDIAN GUY showed his THUMB UP!!!
FINALLY!!!! The INDIAN GUY gave Shin a cup of ICE-CREAM SODA!!!! (Speechless)
Pinky was laughing until "crazy" LOL
WTF?!
The indian guy ears got prob izit?! =="
Next time if I go there again sure find him take photo... I really very "pui fuk" him...

"Maggie Goreng"

"Ice Lemon Tea"

After the stupid 5 hours...
I went back home and...
My family and I went to a 4-star restaurant - "Victoria Station" (Hehehe)
Wauu.... I eat chicken + prawn chop... Nice2...
OF COURSE!!! the price also very "NICE"

And from here,I promised 1 girl that I will belanja her makan LALA!!
=)
Today is funny and stupid day... I like IT!!

A New Beginning - 15th day to 2010

2009-12-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today, My dad saved a baby bird from the heavy raining..
My dad said that the bird was so cold and sitting on top of the car..
Maybe it dropped from the tree during the heavy rain...
My dad blew some hot air to it and my mum dry its body by using cotton..
Luckily the baby is alive...
My mum bring it back to home...
and ITS TIME FOR ME TO TAKE CARE OF IT!! Mwahahaha
I feed the baby some rice... but she don't want... ( I think is she.. Hmm)
But she wanted to drink some water... Hehe
After few hours... my parents sent her to my uncle that good in caring of birds..
Haiz...

Even though it just about 4-5 hours we met...
But I really miss her and she is CUTE =)

Cute leh?! A new beginning of life

Oyea... tomorrow I'm going to attend the undang seminar...
5 hours... 5 hours... ==" I really very excited what kind of topic can be say with 5 hours... =="
After that I can drive... THATS the POINT...
then I can "fly" around.. Haha!!
And I can go anywhere without depend on others people...

Hmmm....
3.45pm around
Lol… I realize that
Single is the BEST!!!… for me
Wau… Single also got many advantages
Like… Can make more friends la, match with friends often, pui family, no need to think so much, bla bla bla and 1 more thing…. Can JIMATKAN $... =X
Now really “bukit miskin air habis” a…
Pak Tor… aiya… after 1 or 2 years only say la… Let me play kao kao 1st… Haha!!
Feeling.. Easy come easy go la…
Got feel then on loooo, No feel then off looo… Open Mind~ =)

Hahaha!! Many things happened in today...
Sure I can sleep well today... Haha!!
Yos... I can't wait for tomorrow 10.30am!! =)
Goodnite ~

The 16th day to 2010

2009-12-17T21:01:00.000+08:00

Today I follow my friends went to watch movie
They are~ Swee Yan, 振宁, Wei Shi and her cousin...
Actually today was my primary school gathering, but problems occur and it canceled... Haiz
After KFC meals, we went to watch movie...
WAuuu~
We went to watch Avatar and The Storm Warrior 2... Non-stop
Avatar is the Best Movie for me in December!! (2012 idk, cause I haven't watch... ==)
The Storm Warrior 2... "Okok" la ==

I 100% suggest you to go and watch AVATAR.. =)

And 1 more thing... 振宁 and Wei Shi gift me a shirt as the present for my Bday...
Thanks ALOT!! MuackX

Haha... Quite sleepy liao... Time to sleep =)
O yea... I can't SLEEP!!!
Cause my barn buddy harvest in 12.20am TT
Sien.. Bye2

My Dairy from 9/12 to 16/12

2009-12-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

9/12
The day that I took the RC paper
For some of my friends in 5N were the last day for them to take SPM..
For Me... Haven't a... 14th only ngam ngam finish..
And this day also was a doom day, a nightmare...
MY STREAMYX GOT NO RESPOND!!!!
Oh My Gosh....

10/12
Hmmm.... I quite not rmb what I did that day...
I think I stayed in house whole day..
Yaya...

11/12
Haha...
Kim You, Bong, and ZDong asked me out for CC in Alibaba
We play L4D2...
But We never complete a round...
(I hate toxic women... Im forgetten her name... Splinter?)
Again... Im waiting for My streamyx

12/12-13/12
I stayed in my house whole DAYYYY
Got computer but got no internet...
Whats de computer for?!!
O yea... Hppy Birthday Cai Yun =)

14/12
Haha... I took my chinese papers...
Then I went Wizz with Kimu they all...
then I meet Wilson they all...
o yea... that day was having a heavy raining..
I got a call from my cousin...
My house Alarm activated...
Zzz.. No1 fetch me home... then I took taxi and go back... (Kepong to Maluri = RM5.90 Expensive man...)
=="... Luckily that was my neighbour's house alarm but not mine...
Even I can't play with my friends.. but I'm glad that my grandma got nothing =)
My parents went back!!
They bought a very nice Shirt!!! But... XL size.... I sudah mau keep fit lo... =="

15/12
I went to 1U to celebrate for Cai Yun's Birthday
with Wilson, Boon, Chang, MinYi, Keith, and JunWen
Then.... "Something" happened and bla3..
I went back home right after the "celebration"
Haha... 7 ppl really can't sempit into 1 car... so its nothing for me...
Some more I can't go cc too much... cause it spent me too much $... Haha!!

16/12
Today... is my Shining DAY~
My Streamyx is back!!!
I finally can on9... Haha!!
My computer get ALIVE
Actually... tomorrow (17/12) I am going to Genting de...
But no enough people (CANCEL)
Time Square sing K
But not enough people (CANCEL)
Now change to Metro Prima watch movie...
4 people (SUCCESS)

Forgiveness is the hardest thing for human
But... After I forgive them, I will get more happy... Why don't I?
2 weeks more... The New Year is coming...
I don't want to bring any sadness/hatred to the New Year...
"If you don't want to get along with me, just continue... Nothing for me"
拿得起，放得下...
I'm tired about it..

Hehe... ngam ngam 12.00am...
Midnight fall... =)
Forget Fourteen, Forgive Eleven, Let go... **th

Female know Male well? Male know Female as well?

2009-12-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

8/12/2009

Funny Day + Doom day

Today totally Doomed because of the Chemi Papers... T.T
Everything I just count on da LengZai/LengLui Marker... (Hope they see this msg)
LoL

Hmm.... I just wan2 ask a question today..
Do female know male well?
Other than that, Do male know female as well?
Sometimes I really don't know what female are thinking about...
I dam interested about this topic now adays... Haha!!!
They jealous... for?
They angry... for?
They moody... FOR?!
I really can't get about it...
THATS WHY!! I can't get what they thinking...
Females are so FANTASTIC.... Haah!!

Hmmm.... if any girls/lady/women are reading this bloggie...
I also wana ask a question...
Do you know male well?
I mean... thinking... =)

Byebye~

-Shin the Fourteen-

Realised... Lets smile =D

2009-12-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

06/12/2009
Good Day

Today... as usual, woke up at 12.00pm SHARP...
Because yesterday slept about 3.20am sth.. (Because of the Cheese Sausage.. T.T)
Eat, play FB and watch StickMan... Just another boring day...

1.25pm ++
*DingDong... (My sms soundtrack)
O... Chang ask me for GS...
After went to his house...
This were the things that we did in his house... =="
1)DotA!! (......)
2)DotA!!~ (!!!!)
3)DotA!!!!! (But stopped by me ==" + his brother)
4)Eat roti kosong in Mamak + Watch Bad. matches (M'sia WON... Weeeee~)
5)Study (FINALLY!! But just about 1 hour+)

8.25pm ++
Sms with friend
Haha... I can't believe the friend so care about what I said during that night...
"1st time no next time"
Haha... Quite sensitive... izit?
But I realised that... Something called "Friendship" really exist...
I will appreciate everything, everyone that The God gives me...

Thanks guys... for giving me such a memoriable memories... =)
Lets smile together... Cheers for the Memories...
=)

Peaceful day + Contact o Force

2009-12-05T19:54:00.000+08:00

5/12/2009

Lucky Day

I woke up sharp 12.00pm afternoon...
Because I played DotA in whole midnight... Tiring + Headache
Today is a quite peaceful day...
3.00pm just like 10.00am for me...
I goes on my life with FB, watch movie (G-Force and Up), and listening songs...
Quite peaceful... (or should I say boring) Haha...

Something was missing in my daily life...
That's call "contact"
I like to chat/ talk/ meet friends...
If I could, I wish I could do this everyday...
Haha... Kinda Weird rite?
Sometimes.. When I was sms-ing with people...
I have to wait for their reply for quite a long time
Sometimes they even no reply... Haha...
Everyday when I wake up... The 1st time I would touch... is my Handphone...
Because I wish I could receive a message, even it just "Good Morning" or "Maxis"...

I don't want to force anyone to do anything for me anymore...
"Force makes meaningless"
"Yes" then just do it ; "No" then just stop it
"Good" then try it ; "Bad" then don't think about it

-Easy come , Easy go-

The Old Version...

2009-12-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

04/12/2009...
I woke up...
I realised that I was too childish and act like an overlord and do whatever one wishes...
I never think whats going to happen after next
I did as my ways..
That's why... people dislike me... hate me... even angry of me...
I have to become a New Version..
Change my way of speaking, thinking and action..
I don't like E.M.O life anymore...
Because my friends don't like so...
Its very annoying and sick
Btw, why should I E.M.O for? who cares?
No1 would know that I'm E.M.O
Even though the secondary school life is going to end soon...
But I will keep contact with them...
Even though my best friends know me well... but I think they don't know that I very CARE about the "relationship"...
Love, Friends, Family
That's what I care the most in my entire life...
It won't change until the last breath...
I won't give up for any relationship... Never Give Up!

Become the New 1... New Version
That's call My Way...

Shin the Fourteen

Welcome back...

2009-12-04T14:37:00.000+08:00

Quite a long time i never write blog...
I found back the feeling of writing blog...
The last blog i wrote was about... June or July...
Hmm... The objective for me.. to write blog... is to speak out everything that hide inside of my heart...
If I continue hiding everything... I will just be very suffering and hurt...
Too much things... The storage inside my heart is fullllll...
Lets continue my blogging style...

April 23th... 10.00pm Msn-chatting

2009-04-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

刚刚开始。。。
我们聊的时候好好的。。。
很意外。。。我掉线了
当我上回线的时候，我没有找回你。。。
因为我怕我吵到你。。。
因为你迟迟才回复我。。。
我怕你在温习功课。。。
哪知道。。。你回我。。。
你就和我说。。。"You dun wan chat with me is it?"
哇。。。7 伤。。。
虽然一句话没什么，
但默默中多多少少都会伤到人的咯。。。
我也接受了。。。
但你就补一句！
“Sorry can?"
"I will concern on it"
Walao....
我没东西讲。。
I just too sensitive...
Or mayb Im just too E.M.O
That's why i joined [E.M.O]
lolX
Wuliao...
Sensitive boii.... XD

2nd day of NooB exam~

2009-04-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

just simply simply describe 2day's exam...
English = The Best XD
Chemistry = Waiting to let Miss Lim kill.... =="
Sejarah = That time was the most relax part in my exam time... caz i can sleep! x)

2molo are MM and FZ a...
Luckily Miss Hoh gave us some tips ^^
Just few of us when in 10th period XD
Hehe

Actually... It was not a happy things...
I should feel shame...
I think i need to serious sometimes...
Better in Time! ^^
Now April...
SPM November...
7 more months....
Not long & not short...
Better do sth lo....

Life goes on...

2009-04-21T22:46:00.001+08:00

Today I watched Full Metal Alchemist...
Some kind of Anime la....
Quite Cool e...
2day exam dam suckx...
I dunno how to do AM e!...
Ouch... pain =="
Luckily BM i know how to write rumusan... ^^
Then P.Moral a...
Aiya...
Cin Cai la...
But today... the whole day...
Mun Chun told me a story abt 15th sth sth d...
Some kind of bloody movie =="
Im kinda papa now ><
The people killed 1 by 1 =="
Just imagine already scare scare...
Dunno 2day can sleep or not...
lolX
After that... I watched Ip man ^^
Wa... Ip man can break people's leg soooo easily e... =="
Thats why i dun like to watch all those bloody movie... =="
Mayb I never watch before since primary school...
So "bu xi guan"...
From today.... really many blood... =="
A nightmare man...
We should appreciate what God had gave us...
Appreciate our life, our memories, and all those friends surrounding us...
Dont look back... just look forward...

Special Monday - Special Xtra Class (1st time)

2009-04-20T21:22:00.001+08:00

Weee.... Another... another E.M.O day~
Today early morning... after i woke up, im preparing to go to school for studying Add Math that prepared by Miss Hoh~ Weee~
This was the 1st extra class that i attended... lolX (Just bcaz for the SPM) =="
But... I get scolded by my dear mum just because i late....
Why? Bcaz Im setting my hair for over 15 minutes!.... +.+"
I get scolded by mum all the way to school...
but i never feel sad and mad... Just bcaz I think she release her stress on me... Nvm ^^
The Add Math Xtra Class started!
This was the 1st time Im so concentrated on class AM xD
WooHooo.... The watak utama came!!!
Tun Han's wearing dam lala~
but I like his black jaket ^^
Im kinda like that kind of situation bcaz there was quite
But I really dun like KarWeng keep hitting me =="
PAIN!!!
Then after 11.30... the class ended @@"
2molo going to exam lu...
But I never going to study even after Add Maths Class ^^
lol... Lazy~
But something i really very very care...
Why... I feel like...
Some1 is avoiding me or hating me...
I dunno... I really dunno why...
Am i done anything wrong?...
Haiz...
Hope I can know whats happening....
I really dam hurt.... T.T
If i done anything wrong... please tell me...

Hmm... thats all a!...
Wish all form's 5 Good Luck in this week Exam ^^
Good9 xD

Fri3nd5hip Ev3rX~

2009-04-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

WooHoo....

Another E.M.O day~

Xixi...

I like EMO...

Why?

Bcaz EMO really cool~ =P

Im sot jor...

Hmm... Back to topic x)
If im wanna talk abt friendship..

Im really wanna thanks some of my friends...

Bcaz they really gave me many great memories that i never had...

Like my birthday party on 23th August 2008 a...

Im really enjoy the party... even though i not so talkative

Bcaz... They happy... Im happy also... ^^

First of all....

Im gona thanks to all da BEST FRIENDS in 3E in 2007 ^^

like.... Wai Yap, Kar Wei, Yee Bee, Chan Tong, Hoong Kit, Alex, Suraya, Suki, Ming Han and more ^^

They make whole 3E alive... Woo~ Thats the most happiest year in secondary school life ^^

Here, Im gonna Special Thanks to Wai Yap... ^^

from a stranger... turn to best friend ^^

I still remember the first word that we met...

"Can you borrow me ruler?"

Lol...

Really dam Syok... even now we in different classes... but we still will say "Hi" to each other... ^^

Xixi... MuackX

Secondly... Im gonna thanks to 4/5N ^^

Even this class dam noisy... but I like it ^^

Without Kar Weng a, Mezvic a, Wilson a, Chang Wei a, Yi Sen a, Hasrul a, Calvin a...

The class just like library.... MuackX

Special Thanks to MunChun!! XD
Bcaz of you... I wont be too boring in class... lolX...

Without you... Im think i will just like Shin Meng... lol...

Just Bcaz Im too quite or Im wearing blue shirt? Who knows...

You keep teman me go walk around school during some periods... ^^

Thx~ MuackX... ~

(Sorrie! I dun have you photo >.<) Paiseh...

Another Special Thanks to Chan Tong XD

Bcaz you keep coming to my house... lolX...

Our relationship nvr changed... ^^

Mayb your house are near with my house gua...

Xixi... MuackX

Next... Im gonna thanks to my LP fellows ^^

like... KimU, Jia Rong, Hao Yan, Sarmela, Zhuan Khye, KC, Hann, Soon Heng, Kar Weng, Dick Son, Jun Lin and more...

Thanks to you all for teman me walk the path...

Im having many best memories with you all~ ^^
Im feel proud of you all! XD MuackX MuackX!

WooHooo~

Lastly... Im gonna thanks to all the friends that I met...

like Victor, 5M/K/E/B guys...

Im nvr feel shame of knowing you... ^^

Bcaz you all really gave me great mood and happy life XD

ThankX! MuackX

This will be the last year for all of us...

Some of you will go college... some of you will go oversea... some of you will stay for Form 6

So what?!

Our friendship ship will never dissapear...

Because this will become memories and histories...

It will never change....

Because we Fri3nd5hip Ev3rX~

Answer...

2009-04-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
Finally...
I get the answer...
Even that's not a best answer for me...
At least... You said it out to me!
I'm really happy... We still can become best friend o!
^^... I never feel sad but just happy...
Its really fantastic...
After you tell me the answer...
I'm Ok... I'm free from sicking ^^
Mayb... Ur answer just my cure...
Really...
And Thanks...
Wei Shi.... ^^
BestFriend Ever~

Im going to tell u that... I like you

2009-04-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

其实。。。有些事我想和你说很久。。。
Actually, I got something to tell you

我喜欢你。。。
that I like you...

无论你的答复是如何。。。
I dun care whats your answer,

拒绝或答应
refuse or accept

我都可以接受。。。
I will accept it

我不曾勉强你
I will never force you

至少我让你知道。。。
At least I let you know

我真心喜欢你的
I'm really like you...

S.A.D... and H.A.P.P.Y...

2009-04-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

Sadness... come with me...
Happiness.... stay with me...
Loneliness... together with me...
Sickness... FOLLOWING WITH ME!!!

Haiz... hope my throad will recovering more and more faster...
Just... dam pain... =="
I cant even speak louder.... laughing.... EVEN eating...
SobX....
2molo is "her" birthday...
i bought a bear bear for her... ^^....
Just hope she will like it... ^^
Happy Birthday....
WS....

E.M.O. - Alone

2009-04-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes.... Im just think that... Im alone...
Mayb Im just too Emo...
But mayb not...

The feeling of lonely...
忘不了...
Too sad and too hurt...
U r alone... no1 supporting u....
not1 helping u...
even talk with u....
安静总常常陪伴在寂寞的左右。。。
没有人晓得寂寞的存在
寂寞是从周围的环境所引发
你不知道寂寞几时会来
没有了爱情，友情，亲情的支持
寂寞会应你而来。。。
想一想。。。
寂寞几时会从我的心中离去。。。
寂寞的痛苦。。。

Aww.... Sweet and Bitter...

2009-04-02T19:51:00.001+08:00

Hmm....
Actually today just a normal day...
But... Some1 had belanja me red bean soup!!! Yay~
Haha... Quite happy that some1 belanja me without any reason...
quite shocked... Xixi...

But... unlucky.... im sick.... Haiz...
My cough until my throad dam pain =="
So... my mum let me drink somekind of herba la...
Very BITTER!... I hate it.... ><

After that.... just a normal day....
Quite a simple day....
Hope that 2009 not running so fast...
Bcaz im miss SMKB....

UnKnown Title... o.O...

2009-04-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

好久好久没有写部落格啊~
这几天都有一点忙。。。
忙什么呢？
我也不懂。。。
忙。。。
打Games？吃喝睡？MSN? 准备考试？
不懂啊！很乱啊。。。
脑海一片空白。。。
Blur Blur... =="
Blek =P
好了。。。写英文了！ ^^
Haiz....
Sometimes...
Im really hate to go to school...
Bcaz really getting many things to do...
SMD la... Homework la... Duty la... Teachers day la... Meeting la...
Bored... =="
Everyday go to school and do the same things...
Quite BORING....
Sometimes... nonono... Many times...
I din enter the class and get scold by teachers... even friends... XD
Bcaz Im really dam busy man... but sometimes... Just for Ponteng X)
Bcaz Im dam sienx in class... sometimes... not at all...
lolX... nonsense...
Just hope can chat wid friends with more topics... but I DUN HAVE!
Thats the problem... =="
lol
Thats All...
Xixi

2009-04-01T19:54:00.000+08:00

决心

你不准放弃。。。
你不可以再放弃。。。
你的决心要持续下去。。。
不可以再半途而废。。。
你已经放弃了很多次。。。
你被人讥笑了。。。
你不可以再继续下去了。。。
你不可以让人家说你。。。
你不可以放弃。。。
你不可以把这一份决心没了。。。
三个月。。。
只是三个月。。。
把你的辛苦放在这三个月。。。
不要气馁。。。
当你要放弃时，看看你的决心。。。
想想你当初在想什么。。。
你的感觉如何？。。。
你的心里想什么。。。
你。。。不准再放弃！。。。

改变自己。。。
没有人可以再笑你！
让他们知道。。。
你要把承诺。。。实现了。。。

成功！！

2009-04-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

Do not let people think that....

Do not let people think that u are fat…
Just prove them that u are keeping fit
Do not let people think that u are alone…
Just prove them that u are famous
Do not let people think that u are childish…
Just prove them that u are gentle and cool
Do not let people think that u are just kidding…
Just prove them that u are serious
Do not let people think that u are quite…
Just prove them that u are playful
Do not let people think that u are useless…
Just prove them that u are useful
Do not let people think that u are cheater…
Just prove them that u make it comes true
Do not let people think that u r lazy…
Just prove them that u are hardworking
Do not let people think that u are evil…
Just prove them that u are kinder
Do not let people say that u are giving up…
Just prove them that u are DOING HARD
Do not let people think that u are breaking promise...
JUST SHOW THEM THAT U SUCCESSFUL!

JUST SHOW THEM! YOU CAN!

加油

2009-01-03T00:33:00.000+08:00

“加油”。。。这一句话，在我的人生听了不少次，
这一句话可以给人很大的勉励，尤其是从朋友，家人，或者是情人^^
每当我考试时，我妈都会在我去学校前和我说一声。。。“加油”
“加油”这一句话很温柔。。。好体贴。。。

但我希望。。。在我落寞的时候。。。孤独的时候。。。
会有人拍拍我的肩旁。。。和我说一声。。。“加油”
那就足够了。。

我的性格就像。。。火

2009-01-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

2009年了。。。
我又大一岁了。。。
可是我的思想有没有成熟到呢？

这几天我拚命乱想东西。。。
越想越乱。。。越来越糟。。。
原来我的思想就像一堆火。。。

火。。。
只要拼命的扇，
火就会越起越大。。。
而我的新歌就是要把我弄high起来。。。
可以疯就疯。。。可以玩就玩。。。
这样我就不会乱想东西。。。
可是火越起越大。。。
太大了。。。就会着火
我太疯了，就会胡言乱语。。。拼命的说话，讲冷笑话。。。

但是火。。。
如果你没有理会。。。
火就会慢慢的熄。。。
而我就是会慢慢的乱想东西。。。
想下想下。。。
疯狂的我也不见了。
只有自闭的我呈现在大家面前。。。

我忽冷忽热。。。
这就是我。。。

未来

2009-01-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

2号1月2009年的一个晚上。。。
我突然想起了好多东西。我的未来，中学的生活，社会的问题，家境的情况，年老的期待，友谊的思念，现在的拥有，过去与将来的失去。。。
我。。。在那一个晚上想了好多好多。。。最后，我打了一个简讯给我的知心朋友。。。

我很害怕未来。。。我怕我的人生很淡淡的过去。。再一年，就毕业了。我很怕失去你们这一班朋友。到社会，不知是光是暗。。。我很怕一个人走这一条路。我怕失去，孤独，黑暗。。。
我不想我的中学生涯就这样过。。。
我害怕失去。。。

他回复我的简讯。。。
他对我说。。。

拥有就有失去。。。
失去就有拥有。。。
让陪伴的“情”作为最佳的知己
朋友是友谊的代表，永远都不会消失因为这个代表早已刻在心中

有拥有就有失去。。。
有失去就有拥有。。。
难道失去永远离不开拥有吗？
国小的朋友已经几乎都失去联络了
国中的朋友带给我很多难忘的回忆。。。
我不想再次失去。。。
一年的时间很快就会过去。。。。
我们的友谊会留在国中吗？
将来在社会还可以像现在吗？

这两天我都在思考。。。
我还会得到快乐吗？
我想在年轻的时候把我的人生画上美丽的色彩。。。
但是只有我在画吗？
我是不是很傻。。。想太多呢？

虚假的微笑

2008-12-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

同伴。。。
在这世界上有很多种类的同伴。。。
有好的，有坏的，有善良的，有正义的，有感情的，好多好多。。。
但是可以陪你成长的同伴只有101个。。。
在我小时候，我邻居有个小孩子。。。
他是我小时候的好伙伴！
我们一起玩，甚至连饭也不吃，挨了不少鞭。。。
我们一起进小学。。。直到2-3年级
他。。。去马六甲了。。。
也没办法。。。只好默默的离他而去
国中了。。。也认识了不少的朋友
起初非常的不习惯，还好有些国小的朋友也来到这间国中 ^^
慢慢的。。。到了国中三年级，使我最难忘的一年。。。
3E班。。。我好喜欢这一班，因为这一年是我们最疯狂的一年！
我认识了好多朋友。。。和他们一起玩
一起去逛街，去云顶，开“爬地”，讲心事。。。
但是一年很快就过去了。。。
到国中四年级。。。大家都被分到不同的班去了。。。
而我就被分到4N班去了。。。
那班人很少。。。但是非常吵。。。都无法专心上课!
但是慢慢的我认识了和我同年级的学长。。。（我本身也是学长）
天天又打又闹的。。。几乎天天躲在学长室内逃课。。。哈哈
慢慢的我们又打成一片。。。
可是有时他们对我很冷淡。。。有时对我很热情。。。

可能是我太敏感。。。不！我的确很敏感。。。
以为我心里总是很不安。。。
我很害怕没有人会理我。。。
我不会和我家人分享我的内心想法。。。因为我不想他们担心。。。
所以我总是笑笑地面对大家。。。希望我可以以我的笑容去吸引大家
让他们觉得我是一个容易相处的人。。。
我不管让他们觉得我很傻。。。一直笑，像个小丑。。。
只要让他们开心。。。我也感到安慰。。。

直到现在。。。我认为以前的我真得很傻。。。
微笑真的可以让他们与我的关系更好吗？
那只会让他们觉得我是一个很不认真，好玩的人。。。
一切的笑容都是假的。。。
够了。。。
我很累了。。。
不想继续笑了。。。
因为那只是虚假的微笑。。。

约定。。。

2008-12-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

这个星期我让人放了好多次飞机！。。。

很不爽。。。

从国中我就很喜欢和朋友出街。。。

每一次几乎都是我Organise。。

无论多艰难，我都会尽量完成“出街计划”。。。

因为每一次，每当我和朋友出街，我都会很开心。。。

因为在家实在太闷了。。。=="

我记得有一次去年，我和我的好好朋友到云顶。。

那一次是我觉得朋友是可靠的。。。

大家会一起疯狂的玩。。。
可是时间实在太短暂了。

还有，2008年8月23日。。。

在我朋友伟业的鼓励与加油之下，

我冲忙的举行了一个Party

很难忘，很难忘。。。

经过这一两个礼拜。。。

我发觉。。。约定。。。并不实际，只是一种承诺。。。

约定在每一秒，每一刻都会随时改变。。。

口头上的答应，承诺。。。一切都是虚假。。。

只有实际的行动才可以让人百分百的信任。

朋友也会随着时间而变淡。。。

只有真真的知己才会与你作伴。。。

我。。。还没找到。。。不敢肯定。。。

朋友，可以一辈子吗？谁可以确定？

你。。。找到了你的知己了吗？

希望? 妄想? 梦想?

2008-12-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

難道你把自己沉浸在裡面的那種希望，只是醉後的妄想嗎？
was the hope drunk.... Wherein you dressed yourself?

To be or not to be : that is a question. by William Shakespeare

梦想...你我都有不同的梦想...
但是这一切都是妄想吗?
何谓梦想?
人们在梦里所大胆的想象，不一定会实现，但只是一个美好的期望.有梦想的才是真正意义上的生活，它便是人生活的动力
期望....
不去做...而去想...有用吗?
世界上有不劳而获吗?
永远不踏出第一步...
就能达到目标吗?
Never stop your STEPS until you reach your TARGET...
光去想...目标就能达到吗?
不去试,就懂结果吗?
希望
对还未生成的可能性的期待、希望和向往

你真得明白希望, 梦想, 期望的意思吗?

你有你自己的梦想吗？
你有你自己的希望吗？
你有你自己的期望吗？
你有去实行它吗？
有可能吗？

我的梦想。。。
是希望我的家人，我的朋友都会有自己美好的回忆。。。。
一起笑。。。一起哭。。。
一起分享美好的回忆。。。

我的希望。。。
（暂时不说，实现后才告诉你）

我的期望
是希望可以到外面的世界走走。。。
将这一切与我的家人朋友分享。。。
最美！SHUI!

去实行你的梦想吧！
确认自己的梦想，不要犹豫了！
向前冲！不退后...
做自己...

外面的世界... 外面的美

2008-12-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

哈哈...这是我第一篇部落格.不要怪我写得不好哦...=="

29号11月2008年...我随着学校学长团到国家公园露营...yay~

(我本身也是一位学长)

我好期待...期待...非常期待!...有一个美好的假期,

在家太无聊了....

去那儿就已经用了大半天时间....坐9小时车程！

还好有我的朋友和我谈天...不然我会闷死...

第一天...其实也没有什么特别...只是我突破的我一个小小的弱点...那就是我怕黑...PAISEH....

哈哈...那一晚,我随着大队到森林里探险...享受大自然的美...

我们走到半...猎人叫我们关上电筒.慢慢的...地上的一叶片发光了...

哇...太美了!!

原来这叫美...我感受到了....

第二天...我们要到外冒险了...!其实我超不想去的...因为太累了...但是被老师以及朋友"出卖"了...

令我想不到的是我们需要过一条急流河....我过了...脚超累...

但是我的朋友在河中帮忙人过河...而我却在一边看...

我觉得我超没有用的...我坐在岸边想....

我下定决心!...我不要做弱男人!

回的时候...我站在河中帮所有人过河!

就算脚已经扭到...我咬着牙忍着...因为我也有自尊啊!...

水冲我而来...脚好痛....但大自然...我感觉得到...

那种feel...我第一次感觉得到....好神秘...好温暖...

人过完了...完成了...我的心幸福起来...好有自尊感....

回的时候...我谢谢我的老师....应为没有他的强逼....我是找不回我的自尊...

第三天,我们到海边露营...其实没什么特别....

但那儿有三只小猫...我的朋友都去摸它...抱它...而我却不敢...因为怕脏

小时侯我妈说路边的小猫小狗好肮脏....

最后我鼓起勇气!我伸出我的手...摸了它...我又突破了我自己....

睡觉时...我抱着小猫一起入眠...

我听得见他们的心跳...好温暖....好可爱...

虽然起身后痒痒的...但是至少我敢了...我不怕

第四天,我要回了....

回时我说了一声...."再见了...大自然"....

回到家时...我的心还念念不忘...

在外我突破了我自己....外面的美....让我学习很多....

太多...太多...

我说过...一年后...毕业后...我一定要离开马来西亚....

到世界各国走一趟,让自己体会世界的美...

与世界不同的民族交往....

让自己成为大自然的一份子...

到外国追求自己的梦想...

一个遥远的梦想....