Please...

Just 5mins ago..
my friend broke the promise...
He said he won't do that anymore...
"1st and last"
That time... when you buy that thing...
I feel like... Please... PLEASE... don't buy anymore after this...
I trust him 100%...
Everytime I went out with him...
I will ask him, check him, and tell him many many many times..
Everytime he said... "OK"
I will trust him... He won't do that anymore...

But... today, he did that again...
I cried.. why... why you want to break the promise...
Like.... you gave me a feeling... I not in your heart as a friend...
I'm failure... just a very very small problem I could not solve..
Just a very very small "permintaan" from me... You can't do that..

Now I start blameing myself... why I let you buy that thing...
My heart is just like piercing into pieces...
You alrady in my heart...
A very important character in my life...
I never have a friend like this...
Play, hang out, chit chat, talk heart...
This also the 1st time I cry for friend...

That time you told me the sentence.. in game
"even you suicide... I make up my mind... I will still buy..."
That time I think... if really I die... if I can make you stop buying...
I will go and die...
because... I want you to keep that promise...
Please... don't do something that hurt me...
even you punch or fight... I won't feel so pain...

Please... I beg you... Keep that promise...
don't make me hurt... or anyone close to you...
In my eye, in my heart... you always my best friend...