Happy New Year 2010!!!

Enjoy yout celebration PARTY!!!~
Lets Rock it!! xD

Sorry day? - 5N mate and Friends~

Woot!!
2010 is near!!
2009 going to end~
2009 ar... really ar... got many feeling..
Sad, Happy, Mad, Annoying, bla bla bla...
But I need to apologise to those guys and friends who I misunderstand, argue, or quarrel before...
SORRY~

2009 a... I'm having many friends and meet alot of new friends~
But I really wana say sorry to 5N classmate a... TT
cause these 2 years I duty as a prefect.. I stay in LP often
So... I didn't go back to class often..
So... After July-Aug, I only know them well... Sorry~
like Wilson a.. Yi Sen a.. Chee Kee a.. Chang Wei a.. Jinn Hoe a..
Really really feel very very guilty...
Got Mun Chun with me in my Form4N life.. If not I would be very boring in class...
I also need to apologise to Mun Chun also.. cause I'm seldom in class, make he need to sit solo in class... LoL~
4/5 N teachers also ... Sorry~ I keep ponteng class.. =X

And so..
I got two people I really feel guilty to them...
Boy lai d... both also...

1 of them is... XXX (o0o)
I spoil his bed... ==" and glasses...
(VERY SORRY TO YOU AND YOUR MUM!! AND YOUR SISTER~)
and I feel very guilty to you... cause I said that word in that night...
(What 1st what 2nd de a...)
1 more thing.. I lost contact with you after SPM le...
Idk how are you now... Wish you feel great and healthy.. =)
Really Really Really very Misssssss you!! O_O

1 more is... XXX (..l..)
Maybe I said sth that make you unhappy before...
But I really "no heart" de...
You are the only one who make me EMO the most... in my life (proud ya? ==")
That day... really change our relationship alot.. alot.. alot..
If I got time reversal, I really wana turn back to that day..
That day that I said sth to you during DotA..
very Sorry...
That sentences make me Emo about............. 1 week I think =="
Now, you got ur busy, I got my busy... So, we won't meet often like school days anymore~
I Misssssssss you also la!!! =X

ps: I'm NOT GAY!! but I bet they won't read this blog... Wakaka!!

Erm... 1 more friend I need to mention..
WeiShi a..
I really miss you a...
Cause you went Ipoh.. LOL...
Won't come back often le.. can't meet le..
But... I will rmb you until that day after forever..
Cause you are the 1st girl who I... erm erm =)
All the Best and Good days in Ipoh ya...
I will visit you also.. =D

Last guy that I wana apologise is... XXX (Xiii)
I said before right? that day in Xmas...
I wana tell you sth after Xmas..
(I bet you will read this blog) lol...
Actually... I hate you... (Sep - 16th Dec)
Really really really hate you... ALOT!
that time... I was boycotting you... Idk you realised or not..
Cause your talking way and action maked me feel annoying and sick...
I really really beh tahan..
Some more...
That time in cc...
I asked you to fetch me home.. cause my grandma was shocking by alarm
But you answered me like this...
"You gona pay me the car fuel izit?! very expensive you know?! Some more I wana game with Boon they all le.. You go back yourself la.."
That time... I dulan dao I really want to punch you..
She is my grandma... Izit game is more important than a human life?
I take taxi... about 30 mins only reach home...
My grandma shocked till cry...
After this... I hate you more and more...

Till... 16th Dec...
I think... i should put down all the hatred...
So.. I don't want to think so much anymore...
Sorry to you la... boycott you... Sorry~
But... I can't forgive you what you said during cc that day...
Can't forgive... forever... no matter what...
Cause... It affected me so much about your characteristic and how I look you...

And lastly... I want to say sorry to all the friends and anyone who I "dak zhui" you all...
SORRY!!! >< Go and listen to this song... Sorry Sorry by Super Junior~ xD Goodnight... =)

Do YoU KnoW? - Enrique Iglesias

GO and listen to this song!!!
=)

Do You Know (Ping Pong Song)
DO YOU KNOW
Do you know?Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
How can I love you?How can I love you?How can I love you?How can I love you?
If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know?)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never ever happened to me.
(Do you know?)
But after this episode I don't see
You could never tell the next thing life could be
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know?)(Do you know?)(Do you know?)(Do you know?)
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
(Do you know how it feels?)
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
(Do you know how it feels?)(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)
(Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do you?)

ByeBye!!

I Pass My UNDANG TEST!!
yay~ =D
Gratz to pinky too!~ =)
But she get 48/50.. I only 45/50...
Have to belanja her makan again.. LOL

2-4 days never write blog jor..
Got nothing to write ma..whole, holiday keep stay in the house...
BORING~
3 days more to New Year 2010..
But I countdown with my family in house lo.. no where to go.. ==
sudah biasa... every year also the same.. except Countdown 2009..
Went to 1U and countdown =D
Christmas also.. didn't go anywhere... Stay in house... Wau...
Still got 3 months to go.. how to spent o.. ==
Better go and find a part time.. =D

O yea.. gona say bye bye to all the NS 1st group..
ByeBye~ Miss you guys.. =)

I heard a news from my parents...
Maybe, I'm gona stay in Perth next year, 2010...
I won't come to M'sia about 3-4 years..
miss you guys... =)
But no1 will miss me.. x(
Byebye..

Goodnite!

Happy Christmas Eve!!

Today write the blog early early... cause got sth during night =)
Byebye~
Good day~
Chao!!!!

冬至节快乐=)

冬至节快乐!!!!!
Waaa.... What a full day
Today got tong yun eat!!! Dam happy!!
1 of the favourite foods
Morning after pai pai, then got nothing to do le... =.=
sien sien sien sien tilllllll... now.. lol
Fought 3 matches dota... All lose 9 9.. TT
Hmmm.... another boring day
I think I won't write blog if there is nothing happen in day...
Just waste time... Sleep better...
byebye

O yea... Buku latihan undang-undang...
Lets do it!! I tak mau fail... ==" Rm50 e... xpensive

o(=.=)o

Today totally no mood to write blog a...
cause NOTHING to write about today..
Sien sien sien sien sien keep crossing in my mind...
=.=

But... I got sth to tell some1...

PINKY!!! Happy Holiday and enjoy ur trip to Thailand~
Hehe...
Most important is BUY ME SOUVENIOR A!!!~
=) Enjoy your trip!!

During dinner...
I ate "Pan Mee" as called as "Min Fan Cha Guo" by ChangWei
My favourite!!
Chang a... If you see this mean next time, if got chance to go your house, ask your parents cook for meee!!~
Miss it!~

Ok la... thats all for today.. Byebye pinky~
Goodnite =)
=)

12th day to 2010 "No pain no gain"

Today Sunway got CosplAy Manga ...
but I didn't go
because Chang not free that time...
Nvm la... Sure got next chance de.. =)
BUT! I get some photos from my brother..
Still can see la... =)

Hehe... Nice leh?

I got many more.. if you wana see... (I think I will upload into my FaceBook de)

During night, my parents bought some crab crab..

Then of course!! I ate many crabs.. cause that's my favourite!!

But.. My dad let the crab "clap" his finger.. sob sob...

"No gain no pain"? Should I use this into this kes? LOL

Finger!!! TT

Hehe... =)

Wau... Feel very high today~

Now very fulllllll.... stomach full of crab crab...

Haha!!

5 hours in my life... WASTED!!! (but funny)

Hehe...
Today I went to listen the undang in Puchong..
I thought I'm alone de...
But I met Pinky and her friend... Haha!! (I'm not alone)
then we spent 5 hours on that stupid undang talk... =="

My 5 hours in my entire life were wasted...

But then, during break time.. sth happened... Sth was so FUNNY!!! and STUPID!!!
The story is...
Oneday, Shin, Pinky and her friend went to a mamak store...
Shin and friend took order...
An indian guy was recording our order..
Shin ordered Ice Lemon Tea, Maggie Mee goreng and Roti Kosong...
Friend ordered Moli ice and Maggie Mee goreng.
But then!!!!!!
The INDIAN GUY was giving a cup of warm water and MEE goreng to Shin!!!!!!
OMG!!!! then Shin told him that he want ice lemon tea...
THEN the INDIAN GUY showed his THUMB UP!!!
FINALLY!!!! The INDIAN GUY gave Shin a cup of ICE-CREAM SODA!!!! (Speechless)
Pinky was laughing until "crazy" LOL
WTF?!
The indian guy ears got prob izit?! =="
Next time if I go there again sure find him take photo... I really very "pui fuk" him...

"Maggie Goreng"


"Ice Lemon Tea"


After the stupid 5 hours...
I went back home and...
My family and I went to a 4-star restaurant - "Victoria Station" (Hehehe)
Wauu.... I eat chicken + prawn chop... Nice2...
OF COURSE!!! the price also very "NICE"

And from here,I promised 1 girl that I will belanja her makan LALA!!
=)
Today is funny and stupid day... I like IT!!

A New Beginning - 15th day to 2010

Today, My dad saved a baby bird from the heavy raining..
My dad said that the bird was so cold and sitting on top of the car..
Maybe it dropped from the tree during the heavy rain...
My dad blew some hot air to it and my mum dry its body by using cotton..
Luckily the baby is alive...
My mum bring it back to home...
and ITS TIME FOR ME TO TAKE CARE OF IT!! Mwahahaha
I feed the baby some rice... but she don't want... ( I think is she.. Hmm)
But she wanted to drink some water... Hehe
After few hours... my parents sent her to my uncle that good in caring of birds..
Haiz...

Even though it just about 4-5 hours we met...
But I really miss her and she is CUTE =)

Cute leh?! A new beginning of life

Oyea... tomorrow I'm going to attend the undang seminar...
5 hours... 5 hours... ==" I really very excited what kind of topic can be say with 5 hours... =="
After that I can drive... THATS the POINT...
then I can "fly" around.. Haha!!
And I can go anywhere without depend on others people...

Hmmm....
3.45pm around
Lol… I realize that
Single is the BEST!!!… for me
Wau… Single also got many advantages
Like… Can make more friends la, match with friends often, pui family, no need to think so much, bla bla bla and 1 more thing…. Can JIMATKAN $... =X
Now really “bukit miskin air habis” a…
Pak Tor… aiya… after 1 or 2 years only say la… Let me play kao kao 1st… Haha!!
Feeling.. Easy come easy go la…
Got feel then on loooo, No feel then off looo… Open Mind~ =)

Hahaha!! Many things happened in today...
Sure I can sleep well today... Haha!!
Yos... I can't wait for tomorrow 10.30am!! =)
Goodnite ~

The 16th day to 2010

Today I follow my friends went to watch movie
They are~ Swee Yan, 振宁, Wei Shi and her cousin...
Actually today was my primary school gathering, but problems occur and it canceled... Haiz
After KFC meals, we went to watch movie...
WAuuu~
We went to watch Avatar and The Storm Warrior 2... Non-stop
Avatar is the Best Movie for me in December!! (2012 idk, cause I haven't watch... ==)
The Storm Warrior 2... "Okok" la ==

I 100% suggest you to go and watch AVATAR.. =)

And 1 more thing... 振宁 and Wei Shi gift me a shirt as the present for my Bday...
Thanks ALOT!! MuackX


Haha... Quite sleepy liao... Time to sleep =)
O yea... I can't SLEEP!!!
Cause my barn buddy harvest in 12.20am TT
Sien.. Bye2

My Dairy from 9/12 to 16/12

9/12
The day that I took the RC paper
For some of my friends in 5N were the last day for them to take SPM..
For Me... Haven't a... 14th only ngam ngam finish..
And this day also was a doom day, a nightmare...
MY STREAMYX GOT NO RESPOND!!!!
Oh My Gosh....

10/12
Hmmm.... I quite not rmb what I did that day...
I think I stayed in house whole day..
Yaya...

11/12
Haha...
Kim You, Bong, and ZDong asked me out for CC in Alibaba
We play L4D2...
But We never complete a round...
(I hate toxic women... Im forgetten her name... Splinter?)
Again... Im waiting for My streamyx

12/12-13/12
I stayed in my house whole DAYYYY
Got computer but got no internet...
Whats de computer for?!!
O yea... Hppy Birthday Cai Yun =)

14/12
Haha... I took my chinese papers...
Then I went Wizz with Kimu they all...
then I meet Wilson they all...
o yea... that day was having a heavy raining..
I got a call from my cousin...
My house Alarm activated...
Zzz.. No1 fetch me home... then I took taxi and go back... (Kepong to Maluri = RM5.90 Expensive man...)
=="... Luckily that was my neighbour's house alarm but not mine...
Even I can't play with my friends.. but I'm glad that my grandma got nothing =)
My parents went back!!
They bought a very nice Shirt!!! But... XL size.... I sudah mau keep fit lo... =="

15/12
I went to 1U to celebrate for Cai Yun's Birthday
with Wilson, Boon, Chang, MinYi, Keith, and JunWen
Then.... "Something" happened and bla3..
I went back home right after the "celebration"
Haha... 7 ppl really can't sempit into 1 car... so its nothing for me...
Some more I can't go cc too much... cause it spent me too much $... Haha!!

16/12
Today... is my Shining DAY~
My Streamyx is back!!!
I finally can on9... Haha!!
My computer get ALIVE
Actually... tomorrow (17/12) I am going to Genting de...
But no enough people (CANCEL)
Time Square sing K
But not enough people (CANCEL)
Now change to Metro Prima watch movie...
4 people (SUCCESS)


Forgiveness is the hardest thing for human
But... After I forgive them, I will get more happy... Why don't I?
2 weeks more... The New Year is coming...
I don't want to bring any sadness/hatred to the New Year...
"If you don't want to get along with me, just continue... Nothing for me"
拿得起，放得下...
I'm tired about it..

Hehe... ngam ngam 12.00am...
Midnight fall... =)
Forget Fourteen, Forgive Eleven, Let go... **th

Female know Male well? Male know Female as well?

8/12/2009

Funny Day + Doom day

Today totally Doomed because of the Chemi Papers... T.T
Everything I just count on da LengZai/LengLui Marker... (Hope they see this msg)
LoL

Hmm.... I just wan2 ask a question today..
Do female know male well?
Other than that, Do male know female as well?
Sometimes I really don't know what female are thinking about...
I dam interested about this topic now adays... Haha!!!
They jealous... for?
They angry... for?
They moody... FOR?!
I really can't get about it...
THATS WHY!! I can't get what they thinking...
Females are so FANTASTIC.... Haah!!

Hmmm.... if any girls/lady/women are reading this bloggie...
I also wana ask a question...
Do you know male well?
I mean... thinking... =)

Byebye~

-Shin the Fourteen-

Realised... Lets smile =D

06/12/2009
Good Day

Today... as usual, woke up at 12.00pm SHARP...
Because yesterday slept about 3.20am sth.. (Because of the Cheese Sausage.. T.T)
Eat, play FB and watch StickMan... Just another boring day...

1.25pm ++
*DingDong... (My sms soundtrack)
O... Chang ask me for GS...
After went to his house...
This were the things that we did in his house... =="
1)DotA!! (......)
2)DotA!!~ (!!!!)
3)DotA!!!!! (But stopped by me ==" + his brother)
4)Eat roti kosong in Mamak + Watch Bad. matches (M'sia WON... Weeeee~)
5)Study (FINALLY!! But just about 1 hour+)

8.25pm ++
Sms with friend
Haha... I can't believe the friend so care about what I said during that night...
"1st time no next time"
Haha... Quite sensitive... izit?
But I realised that... Something called "Friendship" really exist...
I will appreciate everything, everyone that The God gives me...

Thanks guys... for giving me such a memoriable memories... =)
Lets smile together... Cheers for the Memories...
=)

Peaceful day + Contact o Force

5/12/2009

Lucky Day

I woke up sharp 12.00pm afternoon...
Because I played DotA in whole midnight... Tiring + Headache
Today is a quite peaceful day...
3.00pm just like 10.00am for me...
I goes on my life with FB, watch movie (G-Force and Up), and listening songs...
Quite peaceful... (or should I say boring) Haha...

Something was missing in my daily life...
That's call "contact"
I like to chat/ talk/ meet friends...
If I could, I wish I could do this everyday...
Haha... Kinda Weird rite?
Sometimes.. When I was sms-ing with people...
I have to wait for their reply for quite a long time
Sometimes they even no reply... Haha...
Everyday when I wake up... The 1st time I would touch... is my Handphone...
Because I wish I could receive a message, even it just "Good Morning" or "Maxis"...

I don't want to force anyone to do anything for me anymore...
"Force makes meaningless"
"Yes" then just do it ; "No" then just stop it
"Good" then try it ; "Bad" then don't think about it

-Easy come , Easy go-

The Old Version...

04/12/2009...
I woke up...
I realised that I was too childish and act like an overlord and do whatever one wishes...
I never think whats going to happen after next
I did as my ways..
That's why... people dislike me... hate me... even angry of me...
I have to become a New Version..
Change my way of speaking, thinking and action..
I don't like E.M.O life anymore...
Because my friends don't like so...
Its very annoying and sick
Btw, why should I E.M.O for? who cares?
No1 would know that I'm E.M.O
Even though the secondary school life is going to end soon...
But I will keep contact with them...
Even though my best friends know me well... but I think they don't know that I very CARE about the "relationship"...
Love, Friends, Family
That's what I care the most in my entire life...
It won't change until the last breath...
I won't give up for any relationship... Never Give Up!

Become the New 1... New Version
That's call My Way...

Shin the Fourteen

Welcome back...

Quite a long time i never write blog...
I found back the feeling of writing blog...
The last blog i wrote was about... June or July...
Hmm... The objective for me.. to write blog... is to speak out everything that hide inside of my heart...
If I continue hiding everything... I will just be very suffering and hurt...
Too much things... The storage inside my heart is fullllll...
Lets continue my blogging style...

April 23th... 10.00pm Msn-chatting

刚刚开始。。。
我们聊的时候好好的。。。
很意外。。。我掉线了
当我上回线的时候，我没有找回你。。。
因为我怕我吵到你。。。
因为你迟迟才回复我。。。
我怕你在温习功课。。。
哪知道。。。你回我。。。
你就和我说。。。"You dun wan chat with me is it?"
哇。。。7 伤。。。
虽然一句话没什么，
但默默中多多少少都会伤到人的咯。。。
我也接受了。。。
但你就补一句！
“Sorry can?"
"I will concern on it"
Walao....
我没东西讲。。
I just too sensitive...
Or mayb Im just too E.M.O
That's why i joined [E.M.O]
lolX
Wuliao...
Sensitive boii.... XD

2nd day of NooB exam~

just simply simply describe 2day's exam...
English = The Best XD
Chemistry = Waiting to let Miss Lim kill.... =="
Sejarah = That time was the most relax part in my exam time... caz i can sleep! x)

2molo are MM and FZ a...
Luckily Miss Hoh gave us some tips ^^
Just few of us when in 10th period XD
Hehe

Actually... It was not a happy things...
I should feel shame...
I think i need to serious sometimes...
Better in Time! ^^
Now April...
SPM November...
7 more months....
Not long & not short...
Better do sth lo....

Life goes on...

Today I watched Full Metal Alchemist...
Some kind of Anime la....
Quite Cool e...
2day exam dam suckx...
I dunno how to do AM e!...
Ouch... pain =="
Luckily BM i know how to write rumusan... ^^
Then P.Moral a...
Aiya...
Cin Cai la...
But today... the whole day...
Mun Chun told me a story abt 15th sth sth d...
Some kind of bloody movie =="
Im kinda papa now ><
The people killed 1 by 1 =="
Just imagine already scare scare...
Dunno 2day can sleep or not...
lolX
After that... I watched Ip man ^^
Wa... Ip man can break people's leg soooo easily e... =="
Thats why i dun like to watch all those bloody movie... =="
Mayb I never watch before since primary school...
So "bu xi guan"...
From today.... really many blood... =="
A nightmare man...
We should appreciate what God had gave us...
Appreciate our life, our memories, and all those friends surrounding us...
Dont look back... just look forward...

Special Monday - Special Xtra Class (1st time)

Weee.... Another... another E.M.O day~
Today early morning... after i woke up, im preparing to go to school for studying Add Math that prepared by Miss Hoh~ Weee~
This was the 1st extra class that i attended... lolX (Just bcaz for the SPM) =="
But... I get scolded by my dear mum just because i late....
Why? Bcaz Im setting my hair for over 15 minutes!.... +.+"
I get scolded by mum all the way to school...
but i never feel sad and mad... Just bcaz I think she release her stress on me... Nvm ^^
The Add Math Xtra Class started!
This was the 1st time Im so concentrated on class AM xD
WooHooo.... The watak utama came!!!
Tun Han's wearing dam lala~
but I like his black jaket ^^
Im kinda like that kind of situation bcaz there was quite
But I really dun like KarWeng keep hitting me =="
PAIN!!!
Then after 11.30... the class ended @@"
2molo going to exam lu...
But I never going to study even after Add Maths Class ^^
lol... Lazy~
But something i really very very care...
Why... I feel like...
Some1 is avoiding me or hating me...
I dunno... I really dunno why...
Am i done anything wrong?...
Haiz...
Hope I can know whats happening....
I really dam hurt.... T.T
If i done anything wrong... please tell me...

Hmm... thats all a!...
Wish all form's 5 Good Luck in this week Exam ^^
Good9 xD

Fri3nd5hip Ev3rX~

WooHoo....

Another E.M.O day~

Xixi...

I like EMO...

Why?

Bcaz EMO really cool~ =P

Im sot jor...

Hmm... Back to topic x)
If im wanna talk abt friendship..

Im really wanna thanks some of my friends...

Bcaz they really gave me many great memories that i never had...

Like my birthday party on 23th August 2008 a...

Im really enjoy the party... even though i not so talkative

Bcaz... They happy... Im happy also... ^^

First of all....

Im gona thanks to all da BEST FRIENDS in 3E in 2007 ^^

like.... Wai Yap, Kar Wei, Yee Bee, Chan Tong, Hoong Kit, Alex, Suraya, Suki, Ming Han and more ^^

They make whole 3E alive... Woo~ Thats the most happiest year in secondary school life ^^

Here, Im gonna Special Thanks to Wai Yap... ^^

from a stranger... turn to best friend ^^

I still remember the first word that we met...

"Can you borrow me ruler?"

Lol...

Really dam Syok... even now we in different classes... but we still will say "Hi" to each other... ^^

Xixi... MuackX

Secondly... Im gonna thanks to 4/5N ^^

Even this class dam noisy... but I like it ^^

Without Kar Weng a, Mezvic a, Wilson a, Chang Wei a, Yi Sen a, Hasrul a, Calvin a...

The class just like library.... MuackX

Special Thanks to MunChun!! XD
Bcaz of you... I wont be too boring in class... lolX...

Without you... Im think i will just like Shin Meng... lol...

Just Bcaz Im too quite or Im wearing blue shirt? Who knows...

You keep teman me go walk around school during some periods... ^^

Thx~ MuackX... ~

(Sorrie! I dun have you photo >.<) Paiseh...

Another Special Thanks to Chan Tong XD

Bcaz you keep coming to my house... lolX...

Our relationship nvr changed... ^^

Mayb your house are near with my house gua...

Xixi... MuackX

Next... Im gonna thanks to my LP fellows ^^

like... KimU, Jia Rong, Hao Yan, Sarmela, Zhuan Khye, KC, Hann, Soon Heng, Kar Weng, Dick Son, Jun Lin and more...

Thanks to you all for teman me walk the path...

Im having many best memories with you all~ ^^
Im feel proud of you all! XD MuackX MuackX!

WooHooo~

Lastly... Im gonna thanks to all the friends that I met...

like Victor, 5M/K/E/B guys...

Im nvr feel shame of knowing you... ^^

Bcaz you all really gave me great mood and happy life XD

ThankX! MuackX

This will be the last year for all of us...

Some of you will go college... some of you will go oversea... some of you will stay for Form 6

So what?!

Our friendship ship will never dissapear...

Because this will become memories and histories...

It will never change....

Because we Fri3nd5hip Ev3rX~

Answer...

Hmm...
Finally...
I get the answer...
Even that's not a best answer for me...
At least... You said it out to me!
I'm really happy... We still can become best friend o!
^^... I never feel sad but just happy...
Its really fantastic...
After you tell me the answer...
I'm Ok... I'm free from sicking ^^
Mayb... Ur answer just my cure...
Really...
And Thanks...
Wei Shi.... ^^
BestFriend Ever~

Im going to tell u that... I like you

其实。。。有些事我想和你说很久。。。
Actually, I got something to tell you

我喜欢你。。。
that I like you...

无论你的答复是如何。。。
I dun care whats your answer,

拒绝或答应
refuse or accept

我都可以接受。。。
I will accept it

我不曾勉强你
I will never force you

至少我让你知道。。。
At least I let you know

我真心喜欢你的
I'm really like you...

S.A.D... and H.A.P.P.Y...

Sadness... come with me...
Happiness.... stay with me...
Loneliness... together with me...
Sickness... FOLLOWING WITH ME!!!

Haiz... hope my throad will recovering more and more faster...
Just... dam pain... =="
I cant even speak louder.... laughing.... EVEN eating...
SobX....
2molo is "her" birthday...
i bought a bear bear for her... ^^....
Just hope she will like it... ^^
Happy Birthday....
WS....

E.M.O. - Alone

Sometimes.... Im just think that... Im alone...
Mayb Im just too Emo...
But mayb not...

The feeling of lonely...
忘不了...
Too sad and too hurt...
U r alone... no1 supporting u....
not1 helping u...
even talk with u....
安静总常常陪伴在寂寞的左右。。。
没有人晓得寂寞的存在
寂寞是从周围的环境所引发
你不知道寂寞几时会来
没有了爱情，友情，亲情的支持
寂寞会应你而来。。。
想一想。。。
寂寞几时会从我的心中离去。。。
寂寞的痛苦。。。

Aww.... Sweet and Bitter...

Hmm....
Actually today just a normal day...
But... Some1 had belanja me red bean soup!!! Yay~
Haha... Quite happy that some1 belanja me without any reason...
quite shocked... Xixi...

But... unlucky.... im sick.... Haiz...
My cough until my throad dam pain =="
So... my mum let me drink somekind of herba la...
Very BITTER!... I hate it.... ><

After that.... just a normal day....
Quite a simple day....
Hope that 2009 not running so fast...
Bcaz im miss SMKB....

UnKnown Title... o.O...

好久好久没有写部落格啊~
这几天都有一点忙。。。
忙什么呢？
我也不懂。。。
忙。。。
打Games？吃喝睡？MSN? 准备考试？
不懂啊！很乱啊。。。
脑海一片空白。。。
Blur Blur... =="
Blek =P
好了。。。写英文了！ ^^
Haiz....
Sometimes...
Im really hate to go to school...
Bcaz really getting many things to do...
SMD la... Homework la... Duty la... Teachers day la... Meeting la...
Bored... =="
Everyday go to school and do the same things...
Quite BORING....
Sometimes... nonono... Many times...
I din enter the class and get scold by teachers... even friends... XD
Bcaz Im really dam busy man... but sometimes... Just for Ponteng X)
Bcaz Im dam sienx in class... sometimes... not at all...
lolX... nonsense...
Just hope can chat wid friends with more topics... but I DUN HAVE!
Thats the problem... =="
lol
Thats All...
Xixi

决心


你不准放弃。。。
你不可以再放弃。。。
你的决心要持续下去。。。
不可以再半途而废。。。
你已经放弃了很多次。。。
你被人讥笑了。。。
你不可以再继续下去了。。。
你不可以让人家说你。。。
你不可以放弃。。。
你不可以把这一份决心没了。。。
三个月。。。
只是三个月。。。
把你的辛苦放在这三个月。。。
不要气馁。。。
当你要放弃时，看看你的决心。。。
想想你当初在想什么。。。
你的感觉如何？。。。
你的心里想什么。。。
你。。。不准再放弃！。。。

改变自己。。。
没有人可以再笑你！
让他们知道。。。
你要把承诺。。。实现了。。。

成功！！

Do not let people think that....

Do not let people think that u are fat…
Just prove them that u are keeping fit
Do not let people think that u are alone…
Just prove them that u are famous
Do not let people think that u are childish…
Just prove them that u are gentle and cool
Do not let people think that u are just kidding…
Just prove them that u are serious
Do not let people think that u are quite…
Just prove them that u are playful
Do not let people think that u are useless…
Just prove them that u are useful
Do not let people think that u are cheater…
Just prove them that u make it comes true
Do not let people think that u r lazy…
Just prove them that u are hardworking
Do not let people think that u are evil…
Just prove them that u are kinder
Do not let people say that u are giving up…
Just prove them that u are DOING HARD
Do not let people think that u are breaking promise...
JUST SHOW THEM THAT U SUCCESSFUL!

JUST SHOW THEM! YOU CAN!

加油

“加油”。。。这一句话，在我的人生听了不少次，
这一句话可以给人很大的勉励，尤其是从朋友，家人，或者是情人^^
每当我考试时，我妈都会在我去学校前和我说一声。。。“加油”
“加油”这一句话很温柔。。。好体贴。。。

但我希望。。。在我落寞的时候。。。孤独的时候。。。
会有人拍拍我的肩旁。。。和我说一声。。。“加油”
那就足够了。。

我的性格就像。。。火

2009年了。。。
我又大一岁了。。。
可是我的思想有没有成熟到呢？

这几天我拚命乱想东西。。。
越想越乱。。。越来越糟。。。
原来我的思想就像一堆火。。。

火。。。
只要拼命的扇，
火就会越起越大。。。
而我的新歌就是要把我弄high起来。。。
可以疯就疯。。。可以玩就玩。。。
这样我就不会乱想东西。。。
可是火越起越大。。。
太大了。。。就会着火
我太疯了，就会胡言乱语。。。拼命的说话，讲冷笑话。。。

但是火。。。
如果你没有理会。。。
火就会慢慢的熄。。。
而我就是会慢慢的乱想东西。。。
想下想下。。。
疯狂的我也不见了。
只有自闭的我呈现在大家面前。。。

我忽冷忽热。。。
这就是我。。。

未来

2号1月2009年的一个晚上。。。
我突然想起了好多东西。我的未来，中学的生活，社会的问题，家境的情况，年老的期待，友谊的思念，现在的拥有，过去与将来的失去。。。
我。。。在那一个晚上想了好多好多。。。最后，我打了一个简讯给我的知心朋友。。。

我很害怕未来。。。我怕我的人生很淡淡的过去。。再一年，就毕业了。我很怕失去你们这一班朋友。到社会，不知是光是暗。。。我很怕一个人走这一条路。我怕失去，孤独，黑暗。。。
我不想我的中学生涯就这样过。。。
我害怕失去。。。

他回复我的简讯。。。
他对我说。。。

拥有就有失去。。。
失去就有拥有。。。
让陪伴的“情”作为最佳的知己
朋友是友谊的代表，永远都不会消失因为这个代表早已刻在心中

有拥有就有失去。。。
有失去就有拥有。。。
难道失去永远离不开拥有吗？
国小的朋友已经几乎都失去联络了
国中的朋友带给我很多难忘的回忆。。。
我不想再次失去。。。
一年的时间很快就会过去。。。。
我们的友谊会留在国中吗？
将来在社会还可以像现在吗？

这两天我都在思考。。。
我还会得到快乐吗？
我想在年轻的时候把我的人生画上美丽的色彩。。。
但是只有我在画吗？
我是不是很傻。。。想太多呢？