意愿

所谓："在家靠父母，在外靠朋友"
没有家人的支持，成事难免会有阻碍。
没有朋友帮助，进展难免会有缓慢。
所谓的两难，统统我都面对着。
可能是我经验不够，也有可能我的意志欠佳，
这就是所谓的“社会大学”。
往往这些事情根本不会发生在中学或小学时期，难免现在的我遇到这些问题心会有莫名的痛。
不经一致，不长一智
慢慢适应可能是我现在最好的止痛药。
最近和母亲不断讨论一件事，关于我的学业
也和母亲吵了好几次，泪也流过了，心也疼过了。
“父母最大的心愿就是自己的儿女可以好好地读完书。”
我又听见
“兴趣不能当饭吃。”“成功不等人，更不能让你爱的人等太久”
心总是七上八下。

但是我心中有自己的梦想图，往往种种问题都形成一道围墙。
我的目标说大也还好，说小太谦虚。
“成为最年轻的DD ”
我不只抱着自己的梦想，现在的我也抱着我团队给我的意愿
因为我从小到大都是抱着“承诺”来做人。
“答应的就要做！” 承诺的意义成为我的座右铭

问题，可以被解决，可是要等到何时啊？
我的问题可是。。。。。。人的心啊

Sharing 分享 (1)

Today I went for a class
And the lesson talked about cancer.
So... As a friend, I should share what I learned from this lesson o.
*To Avoid some of the people who don't know Chinese/English, I type in both languages! It could helps me to improve my languages too! =D

How to reduce the percentages of having cancer with 10 habits
如何减少癌症的发生率的十大习惯

1)注意B.M.I指数
1)Always check your B.M.I

2)每天要流汗三十分钟
2)Do exercise 30minutes everyday

3）多喝中国茶，尤其是绿茶
3)Drink Chinese Tea, especially Green Tea

4）多吃新鲜蔬菜水果，最好是本地水果
4）Eat more fresh vegetables and fruits, local fruits is recommended

5）避免脂肪的诱惑，比如说肉类和牛奶
5) Avoiding from eating fat/oily foods, especially meats and milk

6）少吃油和肉
6)Avoid from having too much of oily food and meats

7）戒烟和酒
7)Avoid from smoking and drinking alcohol (Stop is better than Avoid)

8）少盐少糖(比例：零食和汽水）
8)Avoid from having too much of salt and sugar (Example : Junk Food and Soft Drinks)

9）生产后的孕妇要喂母奶至少两周
9)Pregnant women have to feed "breast milk" after production at least 2 weeks

10）保持轻松的情绪
10)maintain a relaxed mood

健康是自己的，不要到最后才开始后悔，
没有人可以帮助你维持健康，只有你自己！
以上是我从顺育学回来的，如果有什么不明白，可以问我！我会尽量回答哦！
Your Healthiness, don't feel regret when your healthy getting bad,
You are the only one who could control your own healthy, no one else！
I learned all this from 顺育, if you got any question or comments, you can ask me!
I will answer you with all my knowledge! =)

Cut Cut Cut - For my TARGET!

Hey~ I'm just came back from Singapore.
I'm having fun over there and I learned a lot of things over there.
I had a talk from 陈老师, the top of direct sales.
Finally I can see her in a short distance!
I'm keep listening what she said and drop it down.
These could help me to upgrade my social life and time management.
It's worth for me to spend over RM100+ over there. =)

After I came back, I started to know how stupid am I.
Honestly, I spent my 1/2 daytime in front of computer.
1/4 on bed and 1/4 in my social life.
Ask yourself : "Does Warcraft and Facebook improve your social life?"
If I spent those time into sporting, social life, learning, and studying, maybe I'm the talent pupil.
Start from today, I cut off DotA, CC, Online Games, Offline Games, and even MSN.
I rearrange my time management and use it into valuable things.

I found my life target. Let's go for it!
改变，由我开始。

Change 改变

It had been awhile I never write blog due to assignment and certain reasons.
Seems everyone do not change much from viewing the Facebook.
Now I'm start attending a class called 顺育
Honestly to tell, 顺育comes from Amway.
No1 likes direct sell. For example, even I saw some guys were showing the book about products during dinner,I don't like them because they were annoying.

But, 顺育 is a place that not just learning about how to do Amway, but could learn cooking, beauty, communication skills. But the most attractive is there could make me knows how to make friends. because once a while I lost a friend due to my attitude. Maybe It could not turns back but I have to change to avoid from losing another friends.

The friends over there are so friendly. They could give me alot of opinion and advise if I got any problems. They could help me to solve it. This is the only reason I join this big family, 顺育.
I'm start loving this place and I confirm that this place could change my bad attitude to good.
And the most important thing is, the people over 顺育 will not force anyone to join Amway, 顺育is a place who give us values not just about Business.

This place could change my attitude,
from childish to mature
from negative to positive
from passion to dispassionate
from quiet to talkative

Let me be the first tester, I will bring my friends if there is good enough.
Because I don't want to be the only one who change.
I like my friends, every friends!!

缘缘缘缘缘缘
缘缘缘缘缘缘

My Holiday~

=))) I went to Genting with SengHoo and his frens..
I knew alot of friends these few days...
We took alot of photos and play games..
but We never go up Genting for theme park.. >< Aiyar~~
Hmm.. but quite boring lo..
But atleast better than stay in house... Hhaa!

缘份将我们带上同一辆火车 x)
I CAN'T BELIEVE I COULD MEET MRS. BABY IN TRAIN!!!
Wow~~~ long time never meet her liao...
So Happy...

During night, I went to MCA Hall for a talk..
bring by Jef Lee~~
Haha!! I learned alot and I knew alot of friendssssss
I enjoyed tonight..
and tomorrow gona go 1 of them d house for Moon Cake Festival Party...
Haha!!
wish I could mix them... x)))))))
Thanksss Jef for intro this to me o... lol

I feel like my 人缘 getting great and great... Haha!!
ENJOY~

Bye-bye Exam... Hello Holidays...

WoOHoO!! Finished Exam!

1st of all... I must achieve my promise to 2 fella...
I promised to them that I will fetch them out!
but 1 busying "pak tor", 1 busying "kao zai"..
>< Not free to acc me lo... LOL!!

2nd... I'm going to jog every early morning!
Hmm... I said this many many times but I never achieve it...
so...
3rd! Sleep early to wake up early for jogging!
I tak mau become fatty liao lo...
Say X to F.A.T..
F = Fatness , A = Annoying, T = Terrible...
LOL

4th... Hehe... this Friday going for operation!
I count on it so much!
Hope it success.. ><

5th.. Start save money for DSLR Camera!
RM2k++ leh... Expensive-nya
but for next sem... No choice...

6th... MOST IMPORTANT..
OF COURSE, EnJoy my holiday la!!
Haha!
Go Swimming! Go Genting! Go Kai Kai! Go Gathering!
WooHoo~
Hope I have a nice holiday la... Haha!

The days after Last Assignment!

WooHoooo!
I finished my assignment finally...
This assignment is about Magazine
We divided into 7 group, each group 3 people...
But the most Syok is... 3 people = 1 pupil!!
1 of my teammate already 20++
he keep disappearing from our class, never attend class...
so I can't contact him and his Photoshop is Quite weak... ==

Second 1, a Indian teammate
and his every assignment will pass up late...
WHY?! WHY?!
cause he start to do it on the day we should pass up the assignment!
WooooooW~ Fantastic...
Somemore, he scold people more than work...
WHY again...
I do everything and he say this say that... when he do, he say "can't la, busy la"
O... i see... Busy can go cyber cafe after classes... Very geng-nya..

NEVERMIND...
I did everything, I did a magazine by myself without sleep... around 1 week ba...
Atleast I passed up and I satisfied... =DDD
but I do not hope I can see them next semester.. ==
Even saw also never same class.. ==

OK
AFTER assignment... WooHooo
Like throwing a stone from my back
Damn Relax and I can play game more than before..
O Yea, I'm playing DN, Dragon Nest! 龙之谷
Very SYOK for me... But I hope they will release in Malaysia Version... ><
cause I'm playing China Version, delay sometimes ==
1 day only can play 3 hours.. Their rules..
but good, won't feel sien .. Haha!!

I wonder how? I wonder why?

Going 18th lo... after 6 days..
Haha!
hmm... I wonder
Wonder~ Wonder~ Wonder~
How is the "relationship" life?
Hmm... idk, cause I never had it before
I watched all those love love scene in TV for sooooo much..
but izit every "relationship" same like TV?
I gave alot of comment for my friends about all those love love problems
but I wonder how could I tell people?
I never love before but I COULD tell people what to do...
OMG... == am I in "relationship" when I was dreaming? lol
maybe that's my "ability" ... haha!

something like, my family argue
I could say alot alot of truth or value to them
something like, my friend got love problem
I could tell them alot alot of reason or causes
something like, my friend got problem
I could teach them how to solve it

BUT where I learn this from?!
I'm quite blur of myself..
Ability? Skill? or Self-Determination?
maybe my EQ high... *her her*

I had been single for 18 years...
in this moment, I feel like want somebody beside me... LOL
Maybe I'm "fat fa qi" xD
Whatever..
I'm Superman... ==

1st day Driver... xD

Woot!!
Today I ask my mum permission to let me drive to 1U by myself...
but sth I feel very sorry..
I lie to my mum that I will go Jusco in MP ><
thn about 4.00pm I go fetch Janssen...
OMG!! IT's RAINING!!
but I still go ahead... xD
all the way... ok la... just like normal...
after fetch Janssen, after reach 1U..
IS TIME TO PARK CAR...
quite nervous o...
find a find... FOUND...
its quite NICE man
70-80% parking success... Haaha!

then we go eat McD, watch Sorcerer Apprentice
then balik rumah...
Eventhough its raining outside...
but Janssen help me alot la... Haaha!
Woot! Just feel damn happy that he very syok when sitting in my car!! xD

My parents also feel very relax when I reach home... =="
I also feel very relax*

See who is the next passenger ba... Hehe ^^

Drunk? Bar-ing Experience~~

Yesterday was Janssen Birthday man!~
Happpy Birthday o... 3rd time wish alrdy.. Haha

I went out with Janssen and Chang Wei to celebrate his bday..
Chang Wei brought his NS frens..
OMG!!
1 of them was my pri-school fren!!
Long time no see a... Haha
talk talk walk walk.. We went to "Library"

FOR WHAT?! DRINK LO... xDDD

From here really want to say "Sorry" to you guys..
cause I cant go back home late... So... ><
Sorry ar..

In Bar... I don't what they call...
OMG!!! Need RM300+!! O.O
1 alcohol + 2 coke...
thn I drink drink... just little by little..
Some More I put a piece of ice into my mouth before I drink..
OMG... My face red dao.... ==
You sure can't imagine...
BUT I'm still conscious...
Just when walk, like floating ... xDD
My heart pop dam fast!!
my heart pop-ing and following the music tempo... xD
fast thn fast, slow thn slow... WooHoO~~ xD
Damn Qi Gek.. Haha! Maybe after drink, HIGH alrdy.. lol

Janssen also got drink... PURE tim...
PLUS he fetching me home!!!
But yet he still can drive.. Luckily no police or any accident...
Next time don't lo...

After I went back home, my father already wait me outside...
==" He shocked after look at my face...
I think I cant' night out for 1 month.. TT
cause I went back that time already 3.00am.. LOL
But Its Worth... cause SOME1 birthday ma... Haha!!
plus 1 time go Bar drink... Haha!!
Nice nice...

[MV-HQ] 親人(Relatives) - 丁噹 (Ding Dang) / Autumn's Concerto OST

米修米修.. Miss you miss you

米修米修!
"幸福"收到吗?
你在哪里啊?
我等你哦!!

我一路来的日子 From 28 Mei - 4 July

Since I'm come back from National Service, I never write any blog..
Many many things happened in these days
Grandma in hospital, having college life, meet new friends in college, lost old friends? and gathering..

in National Service really met alot of Good Friends..
Really very miss them
I wonder what they doing...
But somehow got NS friends in same college with me.. Haha!
Got alot of great memories during NS life...
Never Forget! =D

After I come back from NS,
I knew that my grandma was sick... I was so so worry about her..
I scare I will lost her..
I thought alot of things..
but think about it, she already 91.. is a very great great present that give by the God..
Japan war > Poor life > Good Child > Having me and my bro > saw me and my brother study college...
She has a great life..
So, if she pass away in someday, I won't be so sad, cause people will die somehow..
I love you o!

About my college life
kind of.... Fun? Happy? or Normal.. Haha!
Keep doing alot alot of assignment..
But I enjoyed it... =)
Met alot of new friends, but can't find the Best Friend that I met before..
maybe he/she haven't come? Hmm.. no choice but... Lets wait!

About gathering... Haha!
Just met some NS friends and old friends
very happy o!
but still got somebody promised me o.. Hehe..
Don't FORGET ar!
if not denda you belanja me go eat big big meal.. Haha!

For my old friends ar..
Call me come out for anything also can
yamcha, shopping, movies, exercising, travelling, even dating also can ar.. Haha!
Ask me become 1 day boyfriend also OK d... FOC leh..
Just only ONE THING..
don't forget me o... Haha!

Hmm... nothing special le... quite normal hor..
Hehe...

Grandma is sick...
I'm very worry about her..
I lived together with her 18 years...
I don't know if I lost her in my life...
What should I do?
People will die after old.. but I can't forget about her...

If I still got time to spend with her...
I will take all my time together with her until she is gone..
Now she in hospital... I miss her alot alot..

Ice skating Experience 2 + Iron man 2!!

I'm back for HOLIDAY!!
Woo~ NS not bad, just abit boring...
now botak and black skin jor lo... HAHA!

These few day I keep hanging with friendssss...
Go cc with kimu gang la...
Go watch ip man 2 with kimu again la...
Go yamcha with Wei Shi la...
Go watch iron man 2 with NS frenss la...
Go Ice Skating with NS frensss la..

Today Ice Skating dam shuang!!
Finally I can skate okok liao..
but too much ppl la...
and the floor many many water... =="
once fall down... whole body wet wet ==
Haha! but fun...

Iron Man 2!!
I give 10/10 pointssss!!
DAmm Nice~
XD

Sunday going bk to NS liao...
I felt dont want to go bk... but have to ==
aiya... go bk can help me keep fit ma... haha!
During Ns, I miss alot alot alot alot alot of ppl
First of all... OF COURSE, my family la..
I pray for them... pray for healthy and happiness..
Secondly, OF COURSE all my friendss la!!
There I just keep refreshing those memories with my friendsss...
shopping ar, yamcha ar, talk talk ar, play play ar...
Many many la!
there I learned to write diary...
Of course I won't forget my NS friendss la...
HAha!

Thankssss to ping!
I miss you too!
I miss your ice-cream wei ... HAHA!!

Last Post before NS

Hoho... Still got 10 hours..
i have to go NS le..
luggage's are prepared...
everything are settle..
Wish again... to all those April babies... Haha!
happy Birthday! xD
this will be the first time...
I leaves my home about 1-2 months..
The life without family's helping hands..

My feeling?
Excited? Sad? Worry? Down? or Normal?
I can't tell you..
Cause my feeling just like ROJAK... Haha

Wish I'm having a nice journey and adventures over there...
Once again.. take care my friendsss... HaaaaHa
ByeeeByeee~

IceSkating Experience 1 - Just Like A New Born Baby

Yesterday I went out with MunChun, Zen, Roy, and SooHong they all...
We went to Sunway by train and bus.. Haha
All the way to Sunway, me and zen were talking many many bullsh!t
Haha!!
GorillA and Gozilla all those crazy things... Funny la!
we had KFC there
After that, we were going to play ICE SKATING... woo~
this was my 1st time... dam excited...
The time when I weared the shoes...
OMG! I felt like I'm getting taller!! HAHA!! ==
1st round... I had to keep catching the side.. cz cant get the balance point ma...
2nd round and 3rd round... keep walking walking and walking... haha!
just like a new born baby who dunno even how to walk... haha!
4th round, I found the balance point...
I can stand liao~ Haha!..
Then start to walk...
man man d..
OUCH!! I felt down...
I felt about 5-7 times... ><
Pigu very pain ar...

But after felt... must know how to stand up...
1st few time... I needed people help me to get me up...
after that... I must learn to stand up myself...
cause I knew that not all the time people will help you...
I have to face it myself...

then about 7-8th round, I can walk barely... =="
then start skating... (just a short distance)
WAu... damn suang la!!
BUT MY LEG DAMN PAIN...
so... I had to stop playing liao...
haha!

Even though I felt down many many many timesss...
But it worth...
cause this was my first time what...
sure got second time!! Haha!
I must try every everything in the world before I die... at least in Malaysia...

"Before you fall down, must know how to stand up"
just for same meaning..
"Before you stand up, must know how to fall down"
Life sure got UP and DOWN
Failure make you SUCCESS ma...
Haha!!

(must learn how to dance sorry sorry during Skating.. MUAHAHAHAHAHHA!)

My hear pop pop pop...
duno... is excited or worried..
Dunno leh...
what friends will I meet?
what kind of test are coming to me?
what will happen over there?
what can I learn from there?
how long I will be stay there?
Haha!!
Today got total different feeling...
Feel like... 四处发射光芒..
VERY SHINE~~
haha!
Happy Happy and Happy...
xD

National Service (NS)

Oh No!!
What have to come, it will come...
The NS letter was arrived!!
29th of March, I will go to Stadium Bukit Jalil and lapor diri le...
that day will be my hair "dead"line..
Haha!
But thats some advantages o...
First I can keep fit lar
Second I can meet many many new friends lar
Third I can have time to learn my Korean Language...
So.... good time for me
=D

Here.. I wish all my KL, Ipoh friends
take care ya...
stay healthy...
don't do anything to make ur closed, family worry or sad...
Anything!! Just call me during sunday ya... haha!
very near... just selangor...
wont charge much cost...
haha!

JUST want to thank to Ms Pinky and Ms Koco..
cz they gave me alot alot alot alot of Free Gifts!!
Haha!
Beg, Listerine(s), Ice-cream, and phone chain..
Wow.. thanks alot
haha!
And Special thanks to Jan jan.. LOL
cz he bought me a Clear&Clean
Thank you, xie xie, terima kasih, kamsa hamida, ng goi...
=)

Woot!
I'm addicated to Korean Songsss..
=D

Sorry sorry - Super Junior
Sorry sorry, Answer - Super Junior
It's you - Super Junior
You are the one - Super Junior
Haru haru - Bigbang
Lies - Bigbang
Abracadabra - Brown Eyed-Girls
Lollipop - Bigbang & 2Ne1
Hearbreaker - Bigbang G-Dragon
Wedding Dress - Bigbang Taeyang

I will post more if I found.. haha!!
Nice lar...
Korean Songs unlike English or Chinese songs
Korean Songs mix with dancing and singing..
kinda different
Thats why I addicated... haha!
THATS WHY I want to learn Korean Language... haha!

J&J Promoter =D

Yesterday I went to find Mrs. Ice Cream in Jusco..
Lol...
Her wearing very very very very very Aunty ar!!
but her look still young.. Haha!
Just for Jusco "tiao jian" only..
thn ST's fair just beside her..
Actually I forgot her name... luckily pinky told me her name...
then when she asked me, I barely say her name... =="
Haha!
I helped her to act as customer...
help her scan those product's prices..
Conclusion... Just Ah four.. =X
Around 1.20pm something..
We went for lunch..
then talk talk talk... after 1 hours then they go back "da" card..
Before I go back home, I teached pinky some Korean Language =D
Annyong Haseyo!!
this word will be used everytime we met.. haha!
After this, Pinky will go to KDU, I go for college..
Hard to meet each other jor..
but see still got chances or not la!!
then go eat lunch again... haha!
Annyong hi kaseyo~

Annyong Haseyo~~ =D

I bought a Hangugo chaek (Korea language book) from Jusco
Rm27 arh~ So expensive...
but its worth.. =D
I bring it along to NS and learn it... haha!

Yay~ Finally I registered college..
Gonna start in May...
Taking Multimedia Design.. =D
creative and skill... Nice~
some more 3D...
haha!

Just now Chan Tong called me
and I knew that...
He study same course same college with me!!
WooHoo~
Got some1 pui me
haha!

Ok la...
Time to sleep.. =D
Tomorrow go and find some1 in Jusco... XD
Annyong-hi chumuseyo!! (Goodnight)

Not Dream but Target - 2 Years to Achieve

During Kinder Garden, I wanted to become a Teacher
Always holding a cane and hit the floor, imagine the floor got many students... Haha
Bang the door as the students too noisy when not in class.. That's remind me back those memories when I lived in old house..


During Primary School, I wanted to become a Lawyer
I was a monitor during standard 6, I liked to argue with classmate. Discuss this discuss that, always use the law of class to control my classmate.. Haha
Many of my pri-friend suggested me to become a lawyer.. Wow


During secondary school (Form2-4)
I wanted to become an Event Organiser
I wanted to create many many kind of events
Because I was a prefect that time, like Teachers Day.. I want to organise a great great event
I keep discuss with my brother, had a cafe in classes, put some music, karaoke, and many many.
Even now, I like to create many things, like surprise and party..
At last, I just thought about it.. not success often.

Secondary school (Form5)
I'm getting adjective.
I'm thinking for my future.
And I want to become a Graphic Designer.
I thought wisely, and I knew that I'm a pupil who can't sit in the office and do the works quietly
I don't like to do the works without creativity and activity
I admit it... I'm very playful
I wants to travel around the places and enjoy my life with works.
That's only called Life..


Sunday, March 14th of 2010
Today my father and brother keep asking me about what course should I take..
Blablabla... keep asking me during breakfast time..
Actually, I had the answer, but I just do not want to tell them
cause I knew that, after I told them, they won't give me any support
Same for you... Even I told you, you also will laugh at me...
cause you think is Impossible for me... Haha
Yes, is totally 100% impossible, BUT just for current Shin.
2 years.. I will take 2 years to change myself..
After I in college,
I will join dancing club, I will practice to sing,
I will learn Korea language, I will keep fit,
I will save money, I will join Leo club..
Yes, I will become singer in Korea.
I will stand on the stage, I will dance, I will sing..
I will face all the pressure and problems that come to me...
even laugh by people...
After 2 years, I will go to Korea ad having interview for intake
After 5 years as maximum as Learner
then that's my next step of my new Life

That's not a Dream but Target for me
an Aim
2 Years to Achieve

(I knew that just few of you read my blog, so after you read... please keep it as secret... haha.. Thankssssss)

Life without uniform

Finally I got my SPM result...
Atleast I satisfied for my result.. Hehe
Better than I thought... Haha
I thought my Sej gona get Gred F
but Gred D I got... Holy Crap~

As conclusion..
I got 1A 5B 3C 1D
Haha...

Now
I got to start my study life WITHOUT uniform! Woot
Great day! =D

Broken Home

What should I do..
My home is vanishing..
The relationship between my family getting worse..
My home are breaking like mirror..

Keep Fit lor~~~ Rawr!!!

OMG...
Suddenly I feel like... I want to change my current life!!
Mwahaahahah..
How?
Of course...
1st.. Change my look lo...
Now a days, i keep doing mask to clean up my pimples
Cause they are TOO UGLY!!
then... I took bath around 3-4 per day.. keep myself clean..
And everytime I bath, I will brush teeth!!
Keep my teeth white white.. haha!
Then... I bought some shampoo to soft my hair...
Look nicer lo... lol
Then I was "saving" money to buy contact lens... haha!
(Actually just use my angpao $ ... ==")

2nd... DiEt!!
I will drink water about 3-4litres per day..
Eat more Fruitsssss (Now eating oranges.. haha!!)
Morning I will eat bread and mineral water as breakfast..
Lunch... Fruits I think.. or dont eat at ALL~~
Dinner eat vegetables and little of meat... haha!
(I think I won't pengsan gua... cause I got enough energy in my "storage") Haha!!

3rd... Activities!!
i will go for Gym in 1U
I have to ask Wilson to register for me 1st... haha!!
then.. I will follow my parents to go for jogging in Manjalara..
(But please buy an alarm clock for me >_< haha!! Anyone?!)

4th... Daily life!!
I have to sleep early!! ( to prevent pimples) <-- Quite Impossible.. ==
Brush teeth often!!
and TRY not to sleep under AirCond condition...
Not good for healthy.. haha

Hope I can support till I successs!!
Gah Yao aa!!! Rawr!!~~ (*v*)

Put it down..

Finally.. I'm getting relax...
My mind getting calm..
Everything were good..
Even though I'm staying at home thse two days..
But... I won't feel bored..
I maked up my mind..
I should stay in my own world..
I don't want to bother other people stuff anymore..
what they want to do... just do...
I don't want to be those 7+1 de people anymore..
Their stuff are not my turn yet to care
Who am I? I'm just a friend... haha
Make my mind relax...
Thats great choice...
Finally... I really really put down...
Wooo~~ again... I found back the fresh air

Special thanks to the people who picked up my call... =)
You make me awake... haha
我是你的孔明灯，你是我的指南针

and thanks to you too..

IF you want to ask me..
"Do you love me?"
I would say.. yes

Everyone love you..
We love you.. Only we will care about you..
We love you.. Only we will cry for you..
We love you.. Only we will stop you..
We love you.. Only we will cheer you..

Please... once again... don't make it as your habit..

Please...

Just 5mins ago..
my friend broke the promise...
He said he won't do that anymore...
"1st and last"
That time... when you buy that thing...
I feel like... Please... PLEASE... don't buy anymore after this...
I trust him 100%...
Everytime I went out with him...
I will ask him, check him, and tell him many many many times..
Everytime he said... "OK"
I will trust him... He won't do that anymore...

But... today, he did that again...
I cried.. why... why you want to break the promise...
Like.... you gave me a feeling... I not in your heart as a friend...
I'm failure... just a very very small problem I could not solve..
Just a very very small "permintaan" from me... You can't do that..

Now I start blameing myself... why I let you buy that thing...
My heart is just like piercing into pieces...
You alrady in my heart...
A very important character in my life...
I never have a friend like this...
Play, hang out, chit chat, talk heart...
This also the 1st time I cry for friend...

That time you told me the sentence.. in game
"even you suicide... I make up my mind... I will still buy..."
That time I think... if really I die... if I can make you stop buying...
I will go and die...
because... I want you to keep that promise...
Please... don't do something that hurt me...
even you punch or fight... I won't feel so pain...

Please... I beg you... Keep that promise...
don't make me hurt... or anyone close to you...
In my eye, in my heart... you always my best friend...

Happy Chinese New Year !!

Mwahaha.. I get ang pao(s) from my relativess... yay~
Eat alot of nice food la..
Many people came to my house and bai bai la.. xD
My relatives came and play poker wid me la... (Won RM5 only.. >.<)
Drink many soft drinks la... (TOO MUCH.. ==")
And drink many Caslberg.. O_O
Shhhhhh~~ don't tell my parents...

It had been awhile I never write blog le...
Why?
cause... Nothing to write about...
just stay in house a.. hang out with friends during night..
very very normal life oo...
And...
I get P lesen le.. xDD
BUT!! Parents don't allow me to drive...
OMG... P for decoration... TT

Haha...
Very very sleepy now.. although now 12.52pm.. Zzz (afternoon)
cause went out till 12++ yesterday... haha!!
so.. bb
=)

Driveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer~~~

Today is my Bigggggg DAY~
I got driving exam in Batu Cave
Walao!! i dam nervous during night before exam
I sleep around.... 3am >_< (Alamak!!!)
then I went to centre there about 9.00am...
waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit till 10.30am only go.. ==
thn wait again tillllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll 12.00+pm...
my number was... 38... but I came late... so become 46...
GO buy 3846!!! Sure kena XD

Up hill I dam scare o
My tyre touched the line NGAM NGAM only... (abit behind la)
then I tot I fail jor...
then I smile at the pengawas.... Geeeeee~
He looked at me and smile... LOL!!
then he let me passss xD

Parking also!!!
I parking quite "mie"... (bur still in box)
I tot I fail AGAIN!!...
then I use back same teknik... ==
But it WORK!
Pass again.. haha!!

3 point turn ok la... no prob at all

Road test le
Woot!!! The car hard to control..
Stearing hard to put... >_<
Clutch very hard to press...
But all the way I din "dead fire" then ok liao... haha
the pengawas keep say ...
"CEPAT SIKIT CEPAT SIKIT!!"
Thay wana "sau gong" early izit? ==
Finally I get 17/20 =)
Pass le!!

Here I need to thanksssssssssss to my friends who cheer me up in Facebook
They left me msg that cheer me up alot...
And thanks to my friends who gratz me after the exam... Haha!!!
Lastly... Special thanks to... Mrs Ice-cream!!
She gave me alot of support.. haha
Don't worry!!! You will pass also.. =)

Shin Loong...
from a passenger became a driver on 26th January 2010
Wei Shi!! I can fetch you le... =DDD

Chong Wei final strike!

Badminton Match =D

24/01/2009

I went to Stadium Bukit Jalil to watch Badminton final matches!! Woohoo~

DickSon asked me the night before whether wana go or not...

Of Course I want to go la!! 1st time in my life e... =DDD

(He asked me cause got some1 ffk his sister... ><" thn got 1 empty slot)

then that day early morning, I went

Kepong KTM > KL Sentral > Monorial > Hang Tuah > LRT > Bukit Jalil

all the way alone.. xDDDD FUN e!!

Bukit Jalil Train Station

then I met DickSon, his sister(Susu Ann) and her friendsss

The matches start about 1.00pm...

and we started to line up about 11.30am!!

Many ppl o~
<---

Seeeeeeeeeee~~~~ >_< ( DickSon right beside me... See?)

The RM45.00 ticket =D

Entrance of Stadium Bukit Jalil

VERY nice car infront of entrance Bukit Jalil...

then about 12.45pm only we get into the stadium...

OMG!!

Before that everyone were lining up nicely and "friendly"
after that every1 were rushing in rudely and "enemy-ly"

BUT.. Luckily we found a nice spot.. =D
Thn we wait wait wait till the matches start..

1st match was China vs China... (Bored ==")
2nd match was Korea vs China (Korea player leg was injured... so China won again >_<)

3rd match was M'sia vs Thailand (LEE Chong Wei!!!)

SEE!!! Chong Wei~~~ xDDDDDDDD

and he won!! =DDDDDDD

4th match was double mix (China vs ....Ahhhh!! they like Guai Lou ==")

and China won again!!

and they threw the racket to us!!!

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!

The racket got by the old man behind of DickSon!! (DS sit beside me)

AHHHHHHHHH!!!! RACKET!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!

but I think I get showed in tv gua... xDDD Saw me?

5th match was men double (M'sia vs China)

WOOT!!!

that match I nearly heart attack!! xDD

very very very very qi gek!!

Finally M'sia WON again!!!

MALAYSIA BOLEH!!!

We Cheer for our M'sia team!!

Shout for them!! Woot!!

about 6.00+pm

Heavy Rain... =="

DickSon's daddy fetch me.. thanks~

The way to watching in Live is TOTALLY different from watching through TV

very very very QI GEK O!!

xDDDDD

I will go again if got next time.. Haha!!

SIENzzz

sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien

Relax~

yesterday very sad o~
starting I feel like not going to Chris & Andrew party..
but..
I went also.. (bored a... if boring would make me think too much)
there was sooo fun and surprise..
I met many friends there also...
WaiYap, PohChin, Bong, Huai and many many more..
thn about 10++ I went back home
then... I FALL IN SICK!!
my throad dammmm pain...
can't talk much and loudly...
and I can't sleep well also.. stupid sick..
But here... I wish Andrew and Chris good luck and All the best in Aus =)
I'm going to find you next year... haha!!
May God bless you

Aiya... pinky and her friend (forgot his name == ps*) are going for their exam on 2 Feb... TT
thn I have to be solo >_<

Wuuu...
I'm gona be relax...
Relax~
And I can't wait for this thursday!!! FAST FAST COME LA

What I feel.. hatred

I just want to be alone sometimes..
Sometimes I want to be blind..
because I don't want to see any bad things..
I want to do something.. but I can't
The feeling of.. want to help somebody but I can't involve..
so sucks...

Today I hate everyone
I hate my family...
I hate my friends...
I just want to rest peacefully...
until the day I awake..
I don't want to switch on my handphone.. computer..
I got no mood to talk and see anyone..
I hate everyone

TiRED.. (wrote after napping...)

Anyway... Just feel very very happy about these 2 days..
=)
I enjoyed the feeling
I like this...
I like my friends~
I MISS MY FRIENDS~~~
especially... Vin Roy!! (he in ns... @@)

Happy Birthday =)

Congratz to my cousin and her husband for having a new born baby... =)

Happy Birthday...

everything i wana say under the blog.. =)

Chinese de sorry.. =X

New Born...

新生命的诞生是多么的美妙...
他们将会有自己的路程，命运，挫折和风浪
从幼儿班到幼稚园。。
从小学到中学。。
再大学到踏入社会。。
结婚生子
生老病死
一步一步地慢慢长大
直到朝向人身的终点
从中学习，认识，体会成功与失败

刚出身的宝宝
医生用温柔的手带他们来这个世界
用力挣开他们的眼睛
“原来这就是人身的起点”
宝宝用力的哭
让全部人知道他们的存在...
当亲人抱的时候
都小心翼翼的..如珠如宝啊~

我有天结婚了!
老婆怀孕了!
我一定陪她进产房！
一起带我们的孩子来这个世界..
给舒服的,快乐的,温暖的
看着孩子长大...

Xixixixixi

Today I went to driving practice...
Woot!!! The uncle praising me~ ^^
Dam happy~
Today learn 3 point turn, parking and up hill
All very good...
The uncle set me 26th go for exam... Wee~
After that day I can drive luu~
Yay~

YAY!!!
Sorry... sot liao.. ps
Today very free~
Now (10.51pm) I am discussing with Jia Rong about the hair hair...
haha~
Byebye =)

相机 回忆录

我...很喜欢拍照

无论是开心的，悲哀的，愤怒的，苦心的。。。
都一一的记录下来。。。放在相册，手机，电脑，或者相架
就算多年不见的朋友，亲戚。。
都可以从照片回想起来。。。
好想好想我的每一个朋友。。
也感到好遗憾，没和我一些朋友拍照。。

last day in lembaga pengawas... My great prefect friends~ xD


graduation day in SMKB.. My cute 5N friends~ =D


Day to take Class photo with Miss Hoh 4/5N... Nice~


Last day in ATC with Mr. Pang... Miss it!!


My Birthday party 2008 ... Love it~


my 3E 2007.. =D


Famine 20 hours 2009~


6R gathering in 2009~


Countdown for 2010 in DPC... =D

如果照相机是有生命的话。。。
那它为人民做出了很大的贡献。。。
它把人类的回忆一一地拍下来
发明相机的人好伟大。。。

好想好想。。。 I miss all my friends alot...
Haiz..

1st time... I saw that...

This was the 1st time...
I saw you cry in front of me...
I can't believe this would happened on you...
until so serious and give you such a heavy pressure..
I wanted to help you... but there got limits..
I can't involve too much..
I just can give you support and suggestion... =)
Cheer UP!

Even though things happened until like that..
But you still got us... We friends will "chang" you de!! =)
Anything.. you can share with me or tell me =D
I'm a good listener and I will keep it as secret always~
Friend ya!! =)

10/01/2010

Today 2.00pm
Chang Wei called me and asked me go for kaikai.. LoL
After that, me, wilson and chang wei went to The Curve kaikai lor~
Wilson also bought a carpet to decorate his room.. Wow~
We walked arounf Ikea, Ikano, and The Curve until dinner time.. XD
During dinner time...
We went to eat steamboat!! Mwahaha~
Chang Wei and I eat lamb d.. Wilson eat... hmmm... O YEA... Beef~
Wau... We ordered tomyam soup...
(Tomorrow morning "or li du" ==")
after that.. we bought 2 beer and drink.. My face red red already!!! >.<
We went to watch "Vampire sth sth" at 9.45pm..
Wasai... for me, that movie quite boring.. >.<
Now wana watch "bodyguard and the assassin?"..
Wilson said he watch till cry wor... O_O so excited...
After that, I went to chang wei house and overnight..
Thats all about the day... FUN and Tired... =)

tagged

tagged by pinky
1. 被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2. 请老实回答每一个问题。
3. 不得擅自涂改题目。
4. 写完后请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
5. 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。
6. 那8位小朋友填完问卷，必须把问卷寄回给你问卷的人

幸福套餐 No.1
1）你的绰号: SunSun, Shin, Longlong, 肥龙, xiao sun..
2）年龄：17-18 O_O (2010)
3）生日: 20/08/1992
4）星座：leo
5）兴趣: chatting, gathering, on9~
6）专长: Hmmm... mmm... I'm a good listener and realiable.. lol?

幸福套餐No.2
1）你有没有喜欢的人？: Got =X
2）是否现在在交往？：Single
3）现在幸福不？: Of course... YES
4）如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事情？: 告白？
5）如果有天，你爱的人和你告白的话？: 我会抓她的手...说...我也爱你... ps.. =.=

幸福套餐No.3
1）点你的人是？：pinky
2）他是你的？：Friend... still haven't become best friend? >.< Meet about 3-4 times only...
3）他的个性？：开朗好玩... =D
4）认识他多久？: 4 months? (Sep09 to Jan10)
5）你觉得他怎样？：Wow!! she very funny and friendly... =D
6）你想对他说什?: Lets go eat lala~ =.="


幸福套餐No.4
1）最爱的节目: animation and drama
2）最爱的音乐: not sure... sth like 合唱曲... depends (exp: Do You Know)
3）最爱的季节: Winter...
4）最爱的卡通：Doreamon!!! xD
5）最爱的人：anyone who beside me.. =)
6）最爱的颜色：B&W Silver...
7）最爱的国家：I answer this q after I 60.. =.=
8）最爱的天气：peace... windy...

幸福套餐No.5
1）如果上天给你三个愿望：-My family healthy and happy -Every1 who surrounding me happy and healthy -Peaceful and warm days...
2）你是很专一的人吗？：50 50... =.=
3）最深刻的回忆？：Uncountable... xD
4）你是个很有信心的人吗？: 50 50... =.=
5）你很爱微笑吗？：Of course la!!!
6）如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗？：No... I want my family and friends...
7）妄想什么样的生活？： Peaceful and friendly..
8）是否横刀夺爱才是爱？：No~

tag
1) you who reading this blog.. lol

*if you're busy on working,you can just ignore this post =)it's okay,never mind =)but dun forget to belanja yar XD

1st day of driving practice...

8/1/2009...

Shin Loong attended a driving practice...

5.00pm...

Awwwwww~

The driver is Mr. Yeong...

VERY GOOOOOOOOD teacher... ==

Driving start from 5...

he gam me from 5 to 6pm only start driving... =..=

but he got experience in teaching... =)

"DEAD FIRE" is sooooooooo SYOK!! XD

Next Monday, Wednesday and Friday also got practices...

Hope wont let him gam anymore... >.<"

Lol...

During night...

Chang ask me for yamcha...

then he and wai yap fetch me lo...

then... HAIZZZZZZZ...

sth happened... >.<

and my parents gam me go back home straight... =.=

hmm... sth happened again... LOL...

"Safety first"... drive carefully a... =)

9/1/2009

Wow...

After I went to jusco... with a small pig =P

then me and my mum went to DPC and eat mee~

Lol.. I saw sheyni there... O_O

she work there...

then I ordered a lobster ray mee...

Tata!!! Rm40... TT

Eat dao bao bao... hehe...

then I bought a DVD and go back to watch... (not pxrn... ==")

Call "Asura Cryin" - 机巧魔神

=)... Still watching...

Nice~

O yea... Friendly~

Today I went to Maluri with friends...
because Zhen Dong is going back to Singapore... TT
We went for his farewell party...
Afrer mamak... of course go CC la.. xD
play play play and play~
Time to say goodbye...
Bye-Bye Zhen Dong!!! =D
Miss You!! MuackX~

O yea...
I rmb something liao...
I said some1 blog very "friendly"...
Haha... Is YOU.. Mrs Ice-cream!!!
Because a, You will write everything about all the people surrounding you...
Always...
like Msn a.. NS a.. even just a little thing that related to your friend..
You will WRITE it down... =)
Good what... Thats call friendly.. Haha!!
means you can be a good friend or good listener... Share-er or anything...
HAha!
Wish you good luck in tomorrow driving practice.. =)

=D

Haha!!!
Tomorrow I'm going to learn car driving lor~
Dammmmm excited and fun!!

The driver who going to teach me is... Mr Yeong!!
=) (Hope he is a nice person.. )
from 5.00pm to 7.00pm... (OMG!!! Road Golden time... many cars around)

Hmmm.... Must show out the cleverest to him... x)
If not let him scold then not good lo...
And why... THERE are NOT GIRL DRIVER?! =.=

Wish me good luck!! xD <--- Lame..

1st day.... and LAST day =DDD

Woot!!! Yesterday was my 1st day to work...
And today... is my last day to WORK!!
Haha!!

I work as a promoter of P1max...
Hmm...
quite had to become a promoter...
Have to face all those stupid stupid customer...
><
Some more... I'm Streamyx user... HAHA!!!
And.. really many problems occur... for me...
So... I can't say its not good or anything...
Just can say... I'm not suitable on it... =)
Now after the driving test...
I will find some stable job ... =D

I can't take those high risk work... not good...
I'm NEW!!!
I'm NEWBIE!!!

learn drive 1st... =D
Sorry to Chang Wei who introduce this work for me... =(
Wish you good luck and get more business!!! and Work happily...
=D
Byebye!!~

2010 lorrrr~

Haha...

To all my friends and every1 in the World..
Happy New Year 2010!!~

Haha... New year new life..
Many friends went here went there...
Oversea, College, NS, Work part time, Car learning, Holiday-ing...
Woot!! Different people different life style huh...

What I said above... I will involve into it... Lol
Now leh... my friend introduced me to become promoter.. of P1max
Even though I'm streamyx user... xD
2morrow start to work lor~
Just get some experience and spent time before SPM result release... haha
After SPM result.. of course go college la... but NS.. LOL (skip it xD)
Now I'm getting car lesen... then I can fly around.. haha!!
But.. I think next year... I will be going to Perth and continue my life...
Haiz...
Different place and different people.. all white white de.. haha...
I will know some Australia girls and bring back to M'sia don't worry... HAHA!!

2010...
I wish...
There are no environment disaster, political problems, family problems, friends problems and healthy problem...
国泰民安.. "kok tai man on".. Peaceful.. Aman damai.. bla bla bla...
Then good good good (thumb up*)

=)