Saturday, February 27, 2010

IF you want to ask me..
"Do you love me?"
I would say.. yes

Everyone love you..
We love you.. Only we will care about you..
We love you.. Only we will cry for you..
We love you.. Only we will stop you..
We love you.. Only we will cheer you..

Please... once again... don't make it as your habit..

Please...

Just 5mins ago..
my friend broke the promise...
He said he won't do that anymore...
"1st and last"
That time... when you buy that thing...
I feel like... Please... PLEASE... don't buy anymore after this...
I trust him 100%...
Everytime I went out with him...
I will ask him, check him, and tell him many many many times..
Everytime he said... "OK"
I will trust him... He won't do that anymore...

But... today, he did that again...
I cried.. why... why you want to break the promise...
Like.... you gave me a feeling... I not in your heart as a friend...
I'm failure... just a very very small problem I could not solve..
Just a very very small "permintaan" from me... You can't do that..

Now I start blameing myself... why I let you buy that thing...
My heart is just like piercing into pieces...
You alrady in my heart...
A very important character in my life...
I never have a friend like this...
Play, hang out, chit chat, talk heart...
This also the 1st time I cry for friend...

That time you told me the sentence.. in game
"even you suicide... I make up my mind... I will still buy..."
That time I think... if really I die... if I can make you stop buying...
I will go and die...

because... I want you to keep that promise...
Please... don't do something that hurt me...
even you punch or fight... I won't feel so pain...

Please... I beg you... Keep that promise...
don't make me hurt... or anyone close to you...
In my eye, in my heart... you always my best friend...

Monday, February 15, 2010

Happy Chinese New Year !!

Mwahaha.. I get ang pao(s) from my relativess... yay~
Eat alot of nice food la..
Many people came to my house and bai bai la.. xD
My relatives came and play poker wid me la... (Won RM5 only.. >.<)
Drink many soft drinks la... (TOO MUCH.. ==")
And drink many Caslberg.. O_O
Shhhhhh~~ don't tell my parents...

It had been awhile I never write blog le...
Why?
cause... Nothing to write about...
just stay in house a.. hang out with friends during night..
very very normal life oo...
And...
I get P lesen le.. xDD
BUT!! Parents don't allow me to drive...
OMG... P for decoration... TT

Haha...
Very very sleepy now.. although now 12.52pm.. Zzz (afternoon)
cause went out till 12++ yesterday... haha!!
so.. bb
=)